you had your own experience with all that didn't you didn't you spend all your money in shanghai more or less. that's why i'm going to spend it now. i'm going to book the most expensive hotels. with the most expensive restaurants. terrible picture. i just like a joke. i don't think so goes a great artist. but i don't think it's a con man award. if you don't like the painting i just don't give anything it's up to the person. i asked him to buy t. for the painting he seemed to understand but then he went away. well. it's a tough job you have to take a risk just to get some food it's not difficult it's just not the way usually do things so how do you do. it together. you have to plan it all in advance friend so you ask me may the board you ask me to make a port that i made that i ask t. for this where is my duty. i made it. it's for gifts not for free. sure you get used to people's attention very quickly the people around me usually help organize it all but nobody knows me so things are a bit different. i don't know what it means to escape from yourself quite the opposite i am trying to