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Katrina 's Jewish Voices 



Oral History 

of 

Esteban Gershanik 



Rosalind Hinton, Oral Historian 
July 24, 2007 
New Orleans, LA 



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Katrina's Jewish Voices is a project of the Jewish Women's Archive in collaboration with the 
Goldring/Woldenberg Institute of Southern Jewish Life. Launched in August 2006, almost a 
year after Hurricane Katrina struck New Orleans and the Mississippi Gulf Coast, the project 
collected oral histories and digital artifacts to create the most comprehensive record of the 
Jewish community's experiences of Katrina in existence. 

The 85 oral history interviews draw on the personal experiences of American Jews whose 
lives were touched by one of the most devastating humanitarian and natural disasters in 
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geographic distance and generational divides. From the struggles of individuals in New 
Orleans and the Gulf Coast Jewish communities to rebuild their lives and the efforts of people 
across the country to provide support and relief, Katrina's Jewish Voices provides eloquent 
and intimate testimony to the resilience of the human spirit and the power of community in 
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DR. ESTEBAN GERSHANIK 

M1: We're rolling. 

ROSALIND HINTON: This is Rosalind Hinton interviewing Dr. Esteban 

Gershanik at his home, 300 Lake Marina Drive [Apartment 13D]. Today 
is Tuesday, July 24th, 2007. I'm conducting the interview for the 
Katrina Jewish Voices project of the Jewish Women's Archive and 
Goldring-Woldenberg Institute of Southern Jewish Life. Esteban, do 
you agree to be interviewed and understand that the interview will be 
video-recorded? 

ESTEBAN GERSHANIK: Yes, I do. 

RH: Let's begin with what year you were born and then who your parents 
are, how they came to be in New Orleans and then your Jewish and 
general education. 

EG: OK. I was born in 1975, born in Shreveport, Louisiana. My parents are 
immigrants from Argentina. They got married in 1966 and, right after 
their wedding, initially came to Miami to sort of have -- my dad was 
going to do an internship in medicine in Miami. His brother was there. 
And so -- I don't know if you want me to tell you this or not. (laughs) 

RH: Yeah. 

EG: It's sort of a fun little story. My parents, when they came here 

originally, my dad didn't know any English. My mom did. All my dad 
knew was "no," because "no" was "no" in Spanish. And they were 

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supposed to come, go on their honeymoon, and then my dad was 
supposed to start up his intern year. And so they came to the States. 
My dad decided, on the first day, to drive around. And in Argentina, 
when you actually parallel park, you can hit the bumpers. It's sort of 
allowed down there. It's understood. And so, on his first day in the 
States, the police were looking for him, because in the United States 
that's called a "hit and run". So that was his first day here. His second 
day here, he decided to stop by the hospital and just tell them that he 
was in town -- and just wanted to introduce himself. So he went by. 
And before he went, my mom told him to say "yes" and "no" and 
sometimes "maybe." And so he went in there, "Yes," "No," "Yes," "No," 
"Maybe," and he doesn't know what he was saying, exactly. And he 
came back that day. My mom said, "How did your first day go?" And 
he said, "It went well. There's a lot of Spanish speakers at the hospital, 
being in Miami, a lot of Cubans. The facilities were nice. The people 
seemed nice. It looks like it's going to be good." And my mom says, 
"Do you know when you start?" He's like, "I don't know." So she called 
up his director and said, "Hey, this Dr. Gershanik's wife. I was trying to 
see if you knew when he was going to start work." And the director 
told them that, "Well, he said yes to starting work tomorrow morning." 
So there went their honeymoon, 
(laughs) 



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Twenty-five, 26 days later they overthrew the government in Argentina. 
They spent a little bit over a year in Miami. Then my dad -- my parents 
went to Lexington, Kentucky, where my brother was born, to continue 
his residency. And then my dad moved to Charleston, South Carolina, 
with my mom. And my mom was teaching at that point. My dad was 
continuing in neonatology. And then he went to Shreveport, Louisiana, 
to be a teacher in neonatology at LSU Shreveport. And that's where 
my sister and I were born. And in 1979, at one point, my dad realized, 
as an academic teacher, he wasn't really making that much money. He 
had, as a kid, various medical ailments. He was shot, at one point. 
Always worried about, being in this new country, that he didn't know 
English too well, not knowing how long he would live. He always had 
this little paranoia of not knowing how long he would live, because of 
different ailments. And then he decided to take a chance and start a 
neonatology unit and work at Baptist here in New Orleans, in 1979. At 
that point, he realized he wasn't sure how much money he'd have for 
this family, knowing that he had three kids growing up in Shreveport, 
and getting an academic's salary, so took a chance, came to New 
Orleans. We initially moved into the apartments they had at Baptist 
Hospital, which, my brother and I shared the closet and my sister got to 
sleep in the big room with my mom and my dad, when he was around, 
able to sleep some. And then we eventually moved into a house, in 
1979, in uptown New Orleans and have been there ever since. 

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RH: Wow. 

EG: So that's the sort of the quick story, I guess. 
RH: Yeah. So you were pretty little, four years old -- 
EG: I was, yeah -- 
RH: -- weren't you? 

EG: -- four years old when I moved here. 

RH: Mmm hmm. And so what was your Jewish and general education? 

EG: We initially came here -- I was in pre-K, I guess, at the Jewish 

Community Center for a couple years, because of when my birthday 
was. And then I went to Isidore Newman school from kindergarten to 
my senior year of high school. My Jewish affiliation was with Touro 
Synagogue. We went there for Sunday school -- and also was 
confirmed there -- and still am a member of Touro Synagogue. 

RH: Did you have a bar mitzvah? 

EG: Got bar mitzvahed there as well. All three of the children got bar 
mitzvahed there. 

RH: OK. When you were in high school, what was kind of the center of the 
world in New Orleans? What did you guys do? 

EG: Everything. I've always been sort of fortunate, I think, because of my 
background and sort of, I guess, my family's background, in the sense 
that we were always friends with different people. So I had, I think, a 
much more broader experience than the usual New Orleanian. We had 
our Argentine and Hispanic heritage. We had our Jewish background 

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and heritage. And then we had the people, I guess, that I met through 
high school, which was more of an uptown New Orleans background. 
And throughout the years, I think my parents sort of became very 
philanthropic. They always felt a great gratitude to the experience they 
had in the United States and how warm people welcomed them in New 
Orleans. So they always felt like it was their need to give back to the 
community. So through different philanthropic events and different 
organizations, I think we always met people who cared about the city, 
who were willing to sacrifice their personal time to sort of give back to 
the city. And for my personal experience, I was always active, I guess, 
in sports, as well as in sort of some teaching or just volunteer network 
organizations, just doing what I can in my spare time, when I could. 

RH: So your, actually, kind of experience more crossing race, class, religion, 
you think, than a lot of other Newman kids or --? 

EG: Yeah. 

RH: Yeah. 

EG: Most of the kids at Newman, I think -- not I think -- most of the kids 
from Newman are from an affluent, middle, high upper-middle class 
background, traditional New Orleanians. And being sort of, I guess, the 
immigrant of the group, it gave me a little bit of a different perspective. 
At the same time, I also got to appreciate different cultures, in a sense. 
The traditional Newman person, I think, you know, is more from the 
Caucasian background. There are Jews there but there aren't as many 

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Jews there as there was in its initial inception in 1903. I got to go to a 
lot of events and balls and things of that nature. But at the same time, I 
always had access to work in a -- I also worked in sort of the inner city 
youth organizations. I did some teaching at some of the elementary 
schools around town, volunteered with different organizations. And I 
think actually Newman also gave us access to some of those 
organizations. But it's also things that you just sort of experience from 
being around town and learning things. So I think I got a more broader 
experience than, I guess, [than] your usual typical Newman student. 
My sister had also gone to Franklin [and the] New Orleans Center for 
the Creative Arts at NOCCA. And my family was always into -- my 
brother, my sister, my mom were always into the music scene. So it 
sort of gave us [my family] resources of different cultural experiences 
in the city. 

RH: So was there a place that was a social center for your family, with you 
growing up? 

EG: Good question. One primary social center -- 1 would say it'd either be 
within that Hispanic community -- we had some fellow Argentines that, 
they were Christians, so we would go over there for Thanksgiving and 
Christmas, or they would come to our house. And then there was also 
our friends from the Jewish community, where we would share 
Passover or Yom Kippur or something of that sort. So it sort of -- it was 
always intermixed between, I guess, our background, in that sense. On 

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another social setting, just from the friends I made throughout school, 
there were some kids that I grew up with my entire life that we played 
soccer or football, and so that group of -- for my social scene, that was 
sort of my group of social clique, per se. Because we always were 
playing sports together. And so those were guys that I had gone to 
Newman with, for the most part, and people I played sports with 
throughout the years. 
RH: Yeah. Interesting. Do you have any vivid memories --? Or if you could 
give me just one memory of the Jewish community, you growing up, 
what would that --? 

EG: I was fortunate that, at a young age, I was the child blowing the shofar, 
the ba'al tekiah, for the children's ceremony during Yom Kippur and 
Rosh Hashanah, for the first -- I guess from when I was 1 1 years old to 
when I was about 16 years old. And so that was sort of a unique 
memory for me. 

RH: Do you know how you got that? 

EG: I think some people in my family have a natural talent for music. Mine 
sort of left when I decided to focus more on sports than on music. And 
I played the trumpet when I was a little kid. It was something that just 
sort of came natural to me. And I think we were just in class and I blew 
it and -- 

RH: (laughs) 

EG: -- people realized, "Man, you can really (laughs) do that!" 

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RH: Blow that shofar. (laughs) 

EG: So it was always fun, because, you know, some of the parents would 
come up to me -- and we had a great person, who still plays the shofar 
at Touro Synagogue, who's been playing for years. And at that point, 
he was still the one doing it for the adult services. And I had some of 
the parents come up to me and say, "Oh, you blow better than the 
person at the adult services." And he was phenomenal. So it was sort 
of nice to sort of experience that and, you know, just have the 
adrenaline of performing for such a significant holiday. 

RH: Mmm hmm. Oh, that's a nice story. 

EG: Oh, yeah. 

RH: (laughs) 

EG: It was fun. 

RH: Mmm hmm. Why don't we get into the Katrina story? And you weren't 

here, at first. 
EG: No. 

RH: So why don't you tell us about that? 

EG: Well, I'm currently in my residency in internal medicine-pediatrics at 

Tulane. And for the past three hurricanes prior to Katrina, I was always 
[on] what's called the Code Gray Team, which is the team that, gray 
being sort of like the hurricane or the storm, whenever you're on the 
Code Gray Team you know you're going to stay in the hospital for a 
couple days. So you just bring a little extra food. And then there's sort 

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of a recovery team that comes afterwards, so that, once the hurricane 
passes or the threat passes, there's another team that'll make up 
whatever days that you were in the hospital. So for Ivan and some of 
the other ones [hurricanes], I was in the VA Hospital and at University 
Hospital. And normally you're just there for a day. You know there 
aren't going to be too many patients. And you normally leave the next 
day [or two]. I actually was having my holiday-slash-friend's wedding. 
And I was an usher in that wedding. So I left Thursday morning prior to 
the storm, when it was just, I believe, a tropical depression near Florida, 
and flew into Chicago, drove up to Milwaukee, and was in Milwaukee 
for this wedding. And then someone mentioned, I think it was 
Saturday morning, "Did you hear about this Hurricane Katrina?" And I'd 
heard vaguely about it but when you're so -- in a new city, you're too 
busy dealing with wedding issues, catching up with friends, you're not 
as focused as to what was a small tropical depression. I think they had 
some MTV Music Awards in Miami or something of that sort that was 
rained out a little bit. And it wasn't that big of a deal, four days before. 
And then the night of and then that morning was when it sort of made 
that turn, had gone from a Category 3 to a 5 overnight. And it was the 
night of the wedding, actually at the wedding, that my parents called 
me and said, "Hey, we're trying to go to [Houston] ~ I think your dad's 
going to stay at the hospital." My dad was volunteering at Baptist 
Hospital and elected to stay. And my parents originally, in the previous 

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hurricanes, normally stay at a hotel. And [at] the hotel, this time, they 
had an event that evening and the hotel said, "You can't stay at the 
hotel tonight. You should try to," you know, "evacuate or go 
somewhere else." And they initially had a scheduled flight to go to 
Houston. And when they called, Sunday morning, their flight -- 
somehow they switched the reservation and said the reservation was 
from Houston to New Orleans. And my brother was arguing, "Why 
would we want to go to New Orleans when there's a storm hitting?" 
And so eventually my dad stayed at the hospital, at Baptist Hospital, 
once the storm hit. And my mom, my brother, his wife, and their 
recently born baby, along with his in-laws, went to a small house in 
Hattiesburg, or outside Hattiesburg, Mississippi, because my sister-in- 
law's client had a house there. Unfortunately, that was the last place 
they could evacuate to, last possibility. 

RH: You know, they were really kind of stuck. 

EG: Yeah, they were stuck. They were there for - 

RH: That was Sunday they left? 

EG: They left Sunday. So they went there, a newborn baby, fussy. It took, I 
think, 1 2 to 15 hours to get there, where ~ and it normally an hour-and- 
a-half, two hours. And the electricity was off. They had issues with the 
water. They had all these [fallen tree] logs all over the place, couldn't 
get around too much. And they couldn't communicate with my dad. 
Ever once in a while they could. And he was at Baptist Hospital. He 

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eventually evacuated from Baptist on Tuesday. He's with premature 
babies. So he had an experience on his own, in that they initially 
weren't sure what they were going to do at Memorial and then they 
decided to evacuate the Neonatal Unit. And so he volunteered, even 
though he's partially handicapped, to go on this helicopter. He also has 
a sort of a fear of flying, at times. And he was resuscitating this little 
premature baby that [weighed] roughly a pound. And it was in the 
dark, so he couldn't really see anything. And he's hand-bagging the 
baby and pinching it to see if it's still alive, wasn't really sure. And 
eventually it's nighttime. And at that time, all the helicopters would 
stop, before they would [fly] too long. They would do their own triage. 
And so what even made my dad even more scared was that the 
helicopter took off from the roof of Baptist Hospital -- Memorial -- and 
stopped somewhere in between New Orleans and Baton Rouge. And 
my dad's like, "Why are you all stopping? This baby needs to get to the 
hospital as soon as possible." And the head of the helicopter said, 
"Hey, we have our own triage system here. Just hold on." They fueled 
up for gas and they eventually showed up at Women's and Children's 
Hospital. And fortunately, everyone in the Neonatal Unit made it 
successfully and all the kids did well. 

RH: Wow. 

EG: So. 

RH: Women's and Children's Hospital is where? In--? 

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EG: In Baton Rouge. 

RH: In Baton Rouge? And so you said your mom called you like at the 
wedding and said --? 

EG: "Hey, we're not staying." "Did you hear about the storm?" I was like, 
"What about the storm?" "It's a Category 3." Because remember it was 
overnight that it turned into a Category 5. "And we can't stay at the 
hotel." There's normally this event the night before -- 1 guess it's the 
end of August, called the Azucar Ball, and my parents always are 
involved with. "And they said we can't stay here. We're going to try to 
leave town. We don't know where we're going to stay or where we're 
going to go. We may be going to Houston." And that was sort of the 
last I heard from them until Monday maybe, somewhere around there. 
I was back in Chicago, waiting to come back, because my flight was 
scheduled to come back to New Orleans on Monday or Tuesday. But 
all flights were canceled. And so I was trying to figure out where I was 
going to go, in the realm of things. 

RH: So how did you figure out what you were going to do? I mean, you 
saw the TV. Did you realize the levees had breached or --? 

EG: I think no one realized, at that point, exactly -- On Sunday no one really 
realized what was going on, yet. The breach occurred a little bit later 
on. And I [was] think[ing], like most hurricanes that come through New 
Orleans, as soon as it makes that little right turn, everything's OK. 
There's not much rain. We'll be OK. And then, when the levees 

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breached, you start seeing things on TV that, for me, it [became a] 
heart wrenching moment. I realized that, who else would be better to 
go the city to help out than [me] -- I'm a physician. I know the city. I 
know every part of the city. I could help out and be a part of it and see 
what I could do. I was text-messaging, trying to get in touch with 
people, friends of mine that were at the different hospitals. And I got in 
touch with one or two of them, that somehow went through. No one 
could get in touch with my phone because it was a 504 cell phone. But 
fortunately, I got in touch with two people, one at University Hospital, 
who was telling me that, "There's shooting around the hospital 
emergency room." And then one of my friends was also at Charity 
Hospital. And so I was getting some information and communicating. 
We also had a website -- not a website but more of an access server on 
Yahoo! or Google that sort of was -- a couple of people were on and 
getting information around. And so I had a vague idea as to what was 
going on. And I knew that some of the things portrayed on TV weren't 
fully true. But at the same time, you feel helpless. And I think someone 
who's always been -- 1 think -- and it's always been my nature to try to 
help. And I think, for everyone, it's sort of hard when you feel like you 
can't help the city and the people that you grew up with -- and around 
you. And so -- especially when you feel like you can be of use and help 
out in one way or the other, and you realize that they're not getting any 
help. I just felt drawn to do something. So I was staying in downtown 

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Chicago and actually the networks are around there. And so I got in 
touch with one of the radio stations and got in touch with the NBC 
affiliate there and sort of was telling them the information that I had 
from my people in New Orleans. And then I also tried to see if there 
was any way I could back to New Orleans. And I was staying with one 
of my best friends up there. And he knows sort of my nature. I sort of 
tend to go to where the trouble is instead of letting things sort of pass 
by. And so I kept on calling on the phone to see when I could get to 
New Orleans or to Baton Rouge or somewhere. And finally, I think it 
was Thursday or Friday night after the storm -- Thursday night, where I 
kept on calling, they canceled all my tickets because they weren't going 
to New Orleans. And they were able to get me on -- I think it was the 
last seat, on Northwest. I was going through Memphis at 5:00 in the 
morning, to Baton Rouge. And so I hopped on that plane. And the day 
[before], I got in touch with the volunteer coordinator for positions, on 
the phone, who ended up being one of my staff, who I knew, and just 
went down there, knowing that my dad was, at that time, staying at a 
hotel in Baton Rouge. But not as worried knowing that he was staying 
there but knowing that, if I got there, I could do something about what 
was going on. 

Mmm hmm. So when did you realize your father was out of Memorial? 
I mean -- 



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EG: My mom got in touch with me Tuesday night, Tuesday night or 

Wednesday. Yeah, Tuesday night, I believe it was, late at night. It was 
either Tuesday night or Wednesday. I'm not sure exactly. My mom 
called me and said, "Your dad's OK." He was fortunate to get a hotel 
room, because his administrative assistant's son goes to LSU and 
looked around and found something for him. So that's how I heard. It 
was more always -- you know, in any chaotic situation you're always 
running around. I guess the time goes by so fast. You're trying to 
figure out what's going on. And I believe that was just my mom calling 
me. And eventually I tried calling my dad, nonstop, and eventually I 
got through. 

RH: Mmm hmm. So you said one of your staff. Tell me what your position 
is, when -- 

EG: When the hurricane hit, I was a resident. I was in my residency 

program in internal medicine-pediatrics at Tulane. We work at the 
various hospitals in New Orleans, Tulane Hospital, Charity Hospital, 
University Hospital, the VA Hospital, and Ochsner. And so this was one 
of my pediatric staff that was now working at the central office. And I 
called and I heard her voice and I gave my name. And as soon as I 
gave my name, she's like, "Oh, Esteban, it's me. And I'll see what I can 
do," you know, "I'll coordinate for you to go somewhere. If you come 
down, I'll make sure that there's somewhere you can work." And so 
that just sort of triggered in my head, "I have to get down there 

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somewhere." At one point there was a radio show on WGN that was 
going to get me on the air to try to get me on a ride down to New 
Orleans. Because there was some truckers and shippers and all these 
people that were going to go down to bring whatever they could to 
help out. And fortunately, I found this flight and was able to get there 
sooner than later. 

RH: Yeah. So then you got to Baton Rouge. And tell me what happened 
then? 

EG: I got to the Baton Rouge airport. I found out one of the guys that was 
on the plane with me was someone who had gone to med school with 
me a couple years above me. And he had informed me that a mutual 
friend of ours was already volunteering, for the last day or so. We met 
up with him. He was actually working where my staff was working, as 
well. Ran into my staff, got credentialed, and then hopped on an 
ambulance. And initially we thought we were going to go out to the 
Chalmette, St. Bernard region, because we were informed that they 
needed help out there. But there was a lot of [chaos and] it was a slow 
process. You thought that as soon as you would arrive you could go 
out there and just go and help. And it seemed as though things were 
always delayed, delayed, and delayed. So as soon as I got there, it 
wasn't as though I could just sort of hop out, go, and help out. It sort of 
took a couple hours, and until we eventually left. I stopped by, said hi 
to my dad, told him, "I'm going to go try to help out in this." And so, 

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soon enough, we hopped on an ambulance. We had our fishing boots 
to protect us from the water and some other equipment with us. And 
eventually, instead of going down to the St. Bernard, Chalmette area, 
we ended up going to the East Jefferson Hospital, the Causeway, and 
the airport to help out. And ironically enough, some of the people that 
were driving us in the ambulances weren't from the area, so I was 
directing them how they had to get from one point to the other. And 
prior to getting into New Orleans, you would stop in LaPlace and go 
through the military, fill up with gas, and then continue on. 
RH: Mmm hmm. So what was it like? What were you doing and how did it 
go? 

EG: It was sort of surreal. You never -- going in, there was sort of a sign -- it 
didn't kick in until you eventually got there. And you didn't know what 
to anticipate. There was all this media coverage, where you thought 
people were shooting people all over the place, it was dangerous, 
people were in dire straits, people were acting ruthless. It sort of 
portrayed, I feel, the worst image you could imagine. Not saying that 
this wasn't a tragedy at all. People were stuck in their houses. Many of 
my friends and colleagues had issues with their families, trying to get 
them out. And some of them used different raft devices, canoes, boats 
to get people out. And once you entered, it was a combination of 
nervousness and unpredictability, that you weren't sure what you were 
going to experience. Initially, it's the shock of seeing [everything]. 

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There was a slow advancement of shock. You see the railroad tracks 
on the right, over the water, bent. You see trees fallen down. You see 
-- and the closer you got back into the city, you know, you're going 
through Kenner, Metairie, you kept on seeing more and more buildings 
flattened. And that was just in the Metairie and Kenner area, where 
there wasn't much flooding. And I think, as the group -- it was a group 
of doctors and nurses that were on board and first-responders. We all 
wanted to go to where we felt like the need was the greatest, and 
where we assumed was more where the flooding was, Lower Ninth 
Ward, Chalmette, St. Bernard, downtown New Orleans. You know, we 
assumed these areas were where they needed the most help, Mid-City, 
Lakeview. And we were turned away and told not to go that far. And 
so it was sort of an awkward silence when we entered the city, too. 
There was no one around. The first place we showed up, at East 
Jefferson [Hospital], it was chaotic. They said they needed help but 
they said they had enough doctors and nurses and ambulances there. 
The first group of first-responders we met said that half their crew left 
because they didn't want to be there or ~ the way they sort of phrased 
it initially, they made it seem like they were so traumatized by the 
experience that they had to leave. And so it was sort of ~ we still 
hadn't seen what the traumatic experience was. So sort of we're in this 
ghost town. It was like one of those old Westerns, where you enter a 
ghost town and all you see is the sand and the air. We're still entering 

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this ghost town where there's no one on the streets. But we see a little 
damage here and there. After that we decided, "Well, if they don't need 
our help here at East Jefferson Hospital, we're going to go and see," 
what the Causeway looked like. So then we went off to the Causeway. 
And it was the remnants of the 3,000 people, that were there. It was 
just a handful that were left there. The Port-o-lets were there. Clothes, 
trash were all in the streets. And we saw five or six people there, that 
we ended up picking up. One was just a child without his parents, with 
his aunt or -- 1 think it was his cousin or aunt that he was with. And 
then there was a couple of other random people that we just sort of -- 
with their bags of all their clothes or remnants. They just hopped in. 
We gave them some food and drink. And then we just headed off to 
the airport, because we knew that there was a bunch of people at the 
airport. And there was a huge triage center as well. It was one of the 
Disaster Medical Assistant Teams that were there. So it was made into 
a big triage center. And once we got over there, that's when you saw 
the tens of thousands of people that were no longer in the city but had 
been helicoptered out or brought by bus or by some aspect, to be 
rescued. 

RH: Mmm hmm. So were you able to put yourself --? I mean, this is like 

the first day and you're -- 
EG: This is the first day. 

RH: -- kind of trying to find a place to help, since in a sense -- (laughs) 

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Right. And I think everyone was trying to find -- everyone had the 
sense of wanting to help. And you just -- you know that help is needed, 
from everything that you see. And so we finally get there and, you 
know, fortunately for the child, we ended up, through the thousands of 
people -- I don't know how we found his parents but somehow we 
found his parents. And that was sort of an awkward -- not an awkward 
-- a sort of a -- It was an experience that, you just realized how 
traumatic this was, how separated people were, how chaotic, and how 
important that -- you know, some people that were able to find 
themselves. So it was -- But then, once we got there, you just had 
people locked in buses after buses after buses. It was sort of nonstop. 
People were [without] any food or any drink. They were still waiting in 
line to get food and drink. You saw the airplanes coming in and leaving 
and the helicopters coming in and leaving every couple of minutes. It 
was sort of a nonstop -- you saw people -- where you normally pick up 
people from the airport, from the baggage claim, you just see them 
lined out for roughly a mile, just waiting, in the heat. And we went and 
we tried to find the people in charge, the General and some other 
people that were in charge for the military and the medical assistance. 
And we're like, "We're here to help out." Fortunately, they let us help 
out. They realized that they could use us. But again, we waited 
another half hour, hour, hour-and-a-half until they realized how they 
could help us out. And it was just complete chaos. No one really knew 

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[what was going on]. No one was on the same page. No one knew 
exactly how they were going to do things. It was in the second or third 
day of the triage system at the airport, so things were moving a little bit 
smoother. And people just kept on coming in. But the numbers were 
sort of endless. Eventually, we got to helping and triaging people at 
the airport. And I was sort of located downstairs with a team of four or 
five of us -- well, probably five of us. And we had the military down 
there with their AK-47s and all their big equipment. And we had sort of 
a fence up. And so people were sort of lined up to go into the first floor 
of the airport. And then they would be sort of -- they would then 
designate them to a separate part of the airport. And if, at any time, 
anyone was sort of sick, we would bring them out and triage them 
through. The awkward moment was if someone would pass out or if 
someone would say, "Hey, we need medical assistance." If we were to 
go out to help them, the military would have to follow us. So a lot of 
times some of us sort of went out there and the military would sort of 
run after us. And we would just try to help out, not seeing through the 
lines of whether it was dangerous or not, and just trying to help [where] 
we could. What sort of stood out for me was how appreciative a lot of 
these people were, after being trapped in their houses for five, six days. 
You know, there wasn't that rampant chaos that we sort of think was, at 
times, portrayed on TV or heard about on TV. But I had a lot of kids 
and family just say all I could give them was water and some crackers 

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or just random snacks. "Thank you. Thank you, very much." "Can I 
have one or two?" "OK, thank you." They were very appropriate, for 
being in a situation that was so traumatizing and so desperate. At the 
same time, you also had a mix of everyone out there, so with all the 
good people were an occasional bad person or two that, a lot of times, 
the military or the police were trying to make sure they got all the 
group that was causing the chaos into a separate location, and sort of 
pushed them to another location so that it wouldn't cause chaos 
amongst the rest. 

RH: Mmm hmm. So could you explain to me, when you triage somebody, 
what that means? 

EG: Yeah. We have sort of different -- In a disaster situation, you have sort 
of different locations based on the [urgency of the diagnosis.] And it's 
the same thing that works in emergency rooms. Based on the critical 
nature of the patient, you put them into their level of where they need 
to be. If someone's in critical condition, they usually need immediate 
care. So in the airport they had flags up, a red flag, a yellow flag, a 
green flag, a blue flag, and a black flag, to sort of designate the critical 
nature of where you would triage a patient. The day before, they had a 
black flag area, that I didn't see the day I was there, which was more 
people that were already on their way [to] dying, I mean, whether it 
was someone with multiple conditions that the heat and three days -- 
or just -- you know, in any situation, on any day, you're going to have 

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people that are elderly [and ill], that may have multiple [medical] 
conditions, that there isn't much you can do for. You can try to send 
them out but they're already there. Those were in a separate location, 
the day before I arrived. And they weren't as much -- they had sort of a 
group of the nursing home location, where you were there trying to get 
all the elderly and nursing home patients in sort of a separate area, so 
they could triage them to wherever they were triaging them to, which 
means wherever they were going to send them to afterwards, whether 
it would be Baton Rouge or somewhere else across the United States. 
Red was for the more critical patients, people who needed to be seen 
right away, have some type of intervention. Yellow was sort of like the 
yellow light, a warning. They're not critical but they need medical 
attention. And the other ones are sort of for more lesser intensity. So 
triaging is sort of, based on the critical nature -- or how bad or how 
severe the symptoms are in a patient, you would sort of allocate them 
to where they needed to be. 

RH: And so were most of these people flown out at some point? 

EG: Yeah. Most of them were flown out. We also had some - [that] were 
brought in by either buses, helicopters, or ambulances, from what I 
saw that first day. And some people actually walked to the airport. 

RH: It's quite a walk. 

EG: Yeah. And as soon as they would come in through the helicopter or 

the ambulance or [whatever mode of transportation], they would come 

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through one area, we would give them their water or their crackers or 
snacks, and, if something would happen to one of them -- you know, a 
lot of people were going five or six days without their medications. 
Some people hadn't had their medications in months. Just from how 
things were normally in their lives, they just couldn't afford 
medications. And the extreme heat, along with their lack of food, the 
lack of [medications], sort of put their condition overboard. And a 
diabetic may be going into what's called diabetic ketoacidosis, when 
they don't have the insulin for their sugar and they go into an acidotic 
state, which can be very critical. So someone then would need fluids 
and liquids, because they can become severely dehydrated. They need 
their insulin. They need to be watched. And [of] a critical nature. So 
those patients would move to [the] red area [because they were an 
emergency]. Some people didn't have fluids for a while and were 
dehydrated. We had one child that was 12 years old -- or ten or 12 
years old that passed out. And we didn't know why they passed out. 
Didn't wake up, initially. So we had to rush him to that red location and 
sort of figure things out, get some initial labs and do some things to 
sort of -- 
RH: And- 

EG : Or not get initial labs but just sort of do some initial interventions. 
Because your resources were limited, at the time. 



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RH: Well, so this was a young man -- You said that, when you went to one 
of those areas, you were allowed one caregiver? 

EG: Yeah, one caregiver -- so you had these families that could be 

anywhere from one or two people to ten, 15, 20 people, a group of 
families, that were waiting in these lines of -- 1 mean, it had to be at 
least tens of thousands of people waiting to sort of get into the airport. 
And [with] this one child, we were given instructions by the disaster 
medical action teams, the military, and the medical -- the generals, and 
[everyone else working] that, if someone needed triage/needed 
additional medical attention, you would have to get them, along with 
one other person from their family, and you could bring them, together. 
This one child, he was in a family of four. It was him, his sister, his 
mom, and his dad. I brought him [with his dad] through and I could 
see that his mom and his sister were part of those tens of thousands of 
people [left behind]. They weren't going to get through the airport. 
They weren't going to be flown anywhere. They were probably going 
to just wait there throughout the night. And who knows where they 
would end up? And so they gave us these instructions -- one family 
member with the patient. And the dad told me, "Hey, what can I do for 
my wife and my daughter?" And so what I ended up creating or doing 
was, in order for the family not to be dispersed, I gave the sister 
another diagnosis, eventually not having her be seen, and just had 
them all come through, in order for them to [come together]. 

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RH: So they wouldn't be separated. 
EG: Right. 

RH: There was chaos. I mean, people had a hard time finding people who 

were sick, I understand. 
EG: Yeah. 

RH: They didn't necessarily know where they went. 

EG: Yeah, a lot of people assumed that there was a system intact but when 
you were working there you just really never felt that there was 
something definite. You tried to sort of make what you could of the 
situation and get the best solution that you could. You know, there 
weren't all the medications in the world that you would normally see at 
a hospital or at a clinic. There weren't all the resources. You would just 
sort of make with what you could and go from there. 

RH: Mmm hmm. So how long were you there at the airport? 

EG: The airport, we ended up staying throughout the day to the night. We 
came back and were scheduled to work at a separate [location], what 
was called a generalized or a special needs shelter in Baton Rouge, that 
night at 1 :00 in the morning. So a couple of the doctors stayed at the 
airport. Fortunately, also, ironically, at the time, I ran into some of my 
colleagues that I had worked with before the storm, in my residency, 
and different staff, at the airport when I was working there temporarily. 
And so some of the doctors stayed, slept the night there on the floors 
or wherever they could. We ended up coming back in the ambulance. 

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And then we drove to a separate location in Baton Rouge where 
supposedly they had created all these different general needs or special 
needs shelters for people who still needed medical attention. One of 
the locations was an old Kmart building that they changed into a big 
triage center. Again, you had your red, your yellow, your green. You 
had resources. You had medications. And they're anticipating a lot of 
the people from New Orleans to be coming there. And so we went by. 
We saw how things were working. There were some nurses there, 
there were some people working there, but there weren't any patients, 
at that point. And then there was also the Pete Maravich Center on 
LSU's campus, [which] was made into a big triage center, a special 
needs/general needs shelter as well, where we saw a lot of patients. 
We brought buses there as well. And that's where some physicians 
saw patients for the first week after the storm. After that it seemed like 
some of the locations sort of died down after a while. And there 
[continued] still this sort of unpredictable nature of, when you would all 
of a sudden see patients and [then] you wouldn't. So there was always 
a guessing routine to how many more evacuees would be showing up, 
how many first-responders we'd need [for] help. There was sort of 
uncertainty as to how many people actually needed the help 
[everywhere we went]. 

And your reflection on it is kind of interesting, because you said that it 
was chaos, that sometimes you'd have people there who were more 

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interested in being interviewed (laughs) on the news -- or by news 
media and that nobody was sitting and figuring out was going on and, 
if you did that, you kind of started to get more responsibility. 

EG: Well, the first day at the airport, [there was] media from around the 
world. I remember there was a moment when -- 1 think it was either 
one of the Japanese stations. They were trying to get camera clips of 
people in the critical area. And they're going over the screens, they're 
going on top of chairs. And you saw media from around the world 
trying to get pictures and snapshots of what was going on. And then 
you had people interviewing with all these networks from around the 
world. And at times it seemed -- again, I use the word surreal. 
Because it was. You have this catastrophe and people are taking the 
time to get in front of the camera and say something. And yet still 
they're not really sure what exactly is going on. At the same notion, no 
one can be at all the locations at the same time. The catastrophe was 
so immense that the various levee breaches, the various flooding -- it 
wasn't just one location. It was throughout. And so to have accurate 
information about the millions of people that were affected by this was 
difficult. So what you started to find out was that, whether the 
information was accurate or not -- 

RH: So, being a native you had an advantage. Like they were sending some 
people to a place you thought was underwater. So there was probably 



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EG: Yeah. As a native, you have an idea as to what locations and what's 
occurring. Considering -- at the Emergency Operations Center -- 
throughout the next couple days we started seeing the maps as to 
where [the flooding was]. And so I was fortunate in the sense that I had 
good bearings of the city and had traveled through Lakeview, Mid-City, 
New Orleans East, the Gentilly area, St. Bernard, Chalmette. Having 
traveled through the area, I had the bearings as to what was going on 
and where. And I think a lot of the people that came into town -- which 
was great. I mean, it was great to see that so many people were willing 
to come help their fellow citizens in an area that they're not familiar 
with. But at the same time, I think they weren't really sure where they 
were going, what they were doing, or where the flooding was exactly 
or where the help was needed. 

RH: Mmm hmm. And how did you start to take on more responsibility -- 
you said. 

EG: After the first day I sort of realized that everything was chaotic. So on 
the second day -- if you can call it a second day, because really we got 
two hours of sleep and went back out -- there was a center where all 
the ambulances were located, where the Wildlife and Fishery was 
located, where they credentialed the physicians, the nurses, and where 
everything was sort of allocated, at one point. There was actually two 
centers. But that one center was sort of at the Jimmy Swaggart World 
Ministry building, which was a combination of the Department of 

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Health and Hospitals, Office of Public Health, the Emergency 
Operations, all sort of in one. 
RH: That was in Baton Rouge. 

EG: In Baton Rouge. There was also a separate Emergency Operations 
Center where different entities were sort of sitting down and sort of 
creating their own little center as to what they were trying to do, and 
sharing information. And so what I tried to do, as my colleagues were 
going on these military planes and sort of experiencing the military 
experience of it -- because the only way you could sometimes get in 
was through the military helicopters, the special helicopters, the 
ambulances, going through different areas by boat with the Louisiana 
Wildlife and Fishery. I just tried to figure out what was going on. I was 
answering phone calls. At one point I was credentialing doctors. And 
then I was figuring out why things weren't working together, why this 
doctor wasn't going to this location because the ambulance left or why 
the Wildlife and Fishery guys were leaving at 5:30 in the morning but 
they didn't have a doctor go with them. Everything was chaotic. 
Nothing was fluid. Nothing was being efficient. And each entity -- 
everyone was sort of helping in their own way but not working with 
one another. So a simple question as to how do you get medications 
with you or how do you bring medications to that location was you 
have to go to the medication room or to the National Stockpile. And 
sometimes people didn't know that. Or, "How can we get 

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vaccinations?" That's a separate department. That's the Immunization 
and Vaccination Department. "How do you decide where we're going?" 
"Oh, that's the Central Command," where the ambulances and first- 
responders are all together. And they decide where all the locations 
are going. "Well, how do they know?" "Well, they get information --" 
Everything was sort of separate. Then you have the people in charge, 
the Office of Public Health, Department of Health and Hospitals. 
They're on their own separate conference calls for the information that 
they're getting and incorporating. [Also, many] people in those routine 
-- not routine -- some people who were already in positions of power 
were dispersed and weren't in New Orleans or Baton Rouge [so there 
was a vacancy of leadership]. Some people from the New Orleans 
Health Department, I remember, were in Dallas or Houston. So 
sometimes things weren't together. They weren't fluid. They were so 
preoccupied with what they were doing that they didn't have the time 
to figure it out. And even though I didn't have the time, I tried to figure 
it out. And then, I think by day one that I was there, people realized -- 
somehow they listened to me. And I figured out how things were 
being done. And so, by the next day, I was coordinating which doctors 
were going where, what ambulance they were hopping on -- or what 
first-responders and ambulance were going with them, which nurses 
were going with them, and making sure they're all going to the same 
location, talking to Central Command to figure out what information 

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they got compared to the information I got on my phones that 
somehow got through, and just coordinating it all together, the Wildlife 
and Fishery as well. Because at different points, no one was really on 
the same page. Everyone was sort of in their own separate world 
trying to do what they could. And eventually all the evacuees were 
being dispersed across the state and there weren't as many in that 
central location that they were originally. And then the water was sort 
of coming down some and different areas were having more access 
than others. And at the same time, from a religious perspective, you 
had a lot of the churches and synagogues, different religious 
establishments, taking people in, across the entire state. So all of a 
sudden you have a church in, let's say Folsom, or a church in Bush, 
Louisiana, and different spots around that all of sudden had 120 people 
staying with them, some that need fluids, some that need medication, 
some that need vaccinations. And at that point, no one was still really 
certain as to what the exposures were, whether people definitely 
needed a tetanus or a hepatitis A, a hepatitis B. The CDC still hadn't 
fully incorporated themselves into it and see what was break -- and no 
one knew. So at that point, the chaos of it was still they need all these 
vaccinations, they need these medications. They were still trying to 
sort of figure everything out. And also, no one knew what their 
resources were. So I think no one really did the inventory or figure out 



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what was available and then how they incorporate it and make it 
efficient and put it into place. 
RH: Wow. So how long did you do this? 

EG: (laughs) Initially, it seemed as though, before other people started 
coming back into their positions -- 1 guess for a couple months. My 
residency sort of took a little [break]. For the first month, everyone was 
sort of given a [pass] -- not a leave of absence but they sort of figured 
out where everybody was. They tried to put them in locations where 
they had a more certain, secure location. Some people ended up doing 
their residency -- or continue their residency in a [separate program] -- 
whether it was in Chicago or New York or Birmingham or in a city 
where they're from -- to continue their training. And a lot of those 
residency programs allowed them to come and accepted them with 
open arms in the transient time. And our coordinators tried to 
coordinate as much as they could to make sure that they still had a 
structure for all of us. Throughout -- having this access to all these 
locations, I ended up calling some of my colleagues and some of my 
staff and saying, "This is a great opportunity for us to sort or 
reincorporate ourselves here and sort of stay true to what our message 
is, which is taking care of the people of New Orleans and Louisiana." 
And we had set up some clinics around town. Initially they were 
makeshift clinics. One was at the Omni Hotel -- the Royal Hotel. It was 
all locations where the New Orleans Police Department were, at one 

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point. The First District Police Department was right across the street 
from the Covenant House. Eventually we had just sort of just a table, 
medications and doctors we would send out there. And eventually one 
of the nurse practitioners, PAs, and doctors were telling us that, "We 
may be able to get into that Covenant House next door." And the cops 
helped us get in there. And sure enough, after about a couple weeks 
we also got in touch with the head of the Covenant House. And then 
we sort of incorporated the residents that we were friends with to man 
it. We had our staff come down and help out. That's now developed 
into a [complete clinic]. And we got some of the people involved, at 
the high level at our institution, to finally discuss what they could do 
with the clinic. And two, three, four months down the line, it became 
an established clinic, that we now are using until today. 
RH: So it's still going at the Covenant House. 

EG: It's still going. Now it has a full structure. It has electronic health 
record. They're sending uninsured patients, both kids and adults. 
They've gotten grants from Qatar, $5 million from Qatar, a Robert 
Wood Johnson grant as well. They've gotten a ton of resources. And 
it's working beautifully. It's working great. It's serving as sort of these 
ideal community health centers that they're trying to work. Another 
location that we had was right in front of Harrah's by where the Spanish 
Plaza is. We set up a tent -- or a table there. And we're giving 
vaccinations to all the workers and all the people that were still in the 

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area that came by. At one point we got the Palmer Bascom 
Ophthalmology Group from the University of Miami, who came in, who 
are top line with ophthalmology -- come in. And they started doing 
free screenings and giving eyeglasses and diagnosing people, some 
access that some people in New Orleans actually never really had. And 
we eventually had a new van come in there that we incorporated from 
The Children's Health Fund. The Children's Health Fund is an 
organization in New York started by Paul Simon and his high school 
friend, Dr. Friedlander, who -- oh, not Dr. Friedlander -- I'm blanking out 
his name right now. It's killing me. 
RH: (laughs) 

EG: Oh, let me get to that in a second. I'm sort of embarrassed. I forgot 
now. But The Children's Health Fund is an organization that improves 
access to underserved areas. They're from New York and they -- They 
started in New York. They developed in 12 other [states]. And as soon 
as they heard about the tragedy, they sent a couple of units down here, 
that were mobile medical units. Initially, I had gotten in contact with 
them because I was sending them through what's called Region 9, 
which is sort of the St. Tammany Parish area, to help out. And 
eventually they came down to help out in New Orleans as well. And 
eventually they got together with the pediatrics part of my med-peds 
program and I had been working there as one of my pediatrics clinic for 
the year-and-a-half since the storm. So we were seeing patients in 

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Chalmette and in the Lower Ninth Ward, on this medical mobile unit 
that they provided. And they're still here until today, and collaborated 
with Tulane to sort of -- to provide services to underserved and 
uninsured patients. 

RH: Well, tell me, like this mobile unit -- and you're telling me that they saw 
patients in Chalmette and Lower Nine. I'm sitting here thinking, how 
many months into this are there people down there, Lower Nine, and 
when are they starting to see people? 

EG: Well, we originally -- You know, the way they sort of coordinated things 
was to see where people were going. Initially, when we started the 
clinics originally, it was where all the New Orleans Police Department 
was. So there was one at the Wal-Mart on Tchoupitoulas Street at the 
Lower Garden District. There's one near Magazine. There's one at -- 
The Omni Hotel is where I think the Fifth or Sixth District was. So we 
sort of made or clinics at those locations, where there was safety and 
yet we also knew there were services needed at those locations, and 
sort of spread the word. There's also -- some of the Charity residents, 
the LSU Charity residents, who had stayed at Charity Hospital. And I 
was also collaborating with them and trying to send resources their 
way, because they were trying to keep Charity Hospital open. And they 
worked with the Special Forces to [try to reopen the hospital]. They 
had a German draining system that drained all of Charity Hospital. And 
it actually took longer than what they thought [initially] it would 

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because they didn't realize that it was connected to Tulane Medical 
School as well. So they ended up draining two [buildings] at once. 
And the residents in the Charity ER program, along with their staff, the 
military, and some of the Tulane residents, sort of worked there to try 
to clean it up. And it was actually the best we had ever seen the 
Charity Hospital look for a couple days. The first four floors were 
spotless. And we had even sent this one gentleman from -- oh, I'm 
forgetting where he was from exactly -- had a generator to turn on a 
small city or a huge building. And he was a previous military person. 
And so he was working with the Special Forces and saying, "How can 
we turn this entire building on?" And the Special Forces had related to 
us that, whenever they're in another country, what they would do 
would try to open up a location that was pertinent from both a resource 
standpoint and also from an emotional or purposeful standpoint. And 
so they were trying to open Charity Hospital with us at the same time. 
And eventually that led to the Charity staff deciding -- or the Charity 
hierarchy deciding that no one should be in there. And they sort of 
kicked everyone out at one point and said, "There's no trespassing here. 
Don't try that. It's not going to work. The building has too much 
damage." So it was unique seeing everyone trying to work to make 
things move forward and still do their service to the city. And 
eventually things just sort of led to, wherever we found out people 



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were, we would try to go to those locations and establish a way that we 
could serve them. 
RH: So were you coordinating a lot of this? 

EG: Initially, I was and then eventually we got more and more people into it. 
So as more of us got involved -- We found out where everyone was 
when we initially -- Just to sort of take a step back, a group of us were 
coordinating it. Initially, I was sort of the first person there. Eventually, 
you started seeing people get involved and realizing the contribution 
they could make. (I think he's trying to tell you something.) 

RH: OK. Keep going. We have a few more minutes here. 

EG: OK. 

RH: So. 

EG: Originally, you realized everyone wanted to get involved. And I think, 
once they saw, initially what I had done, what myself and some of my 
colleagues had done together, they realized the magnitude of what was 
occurring. And initially, you know, we were just residents, before the 
storm. Soon after the storm, we're in charge of roughly the healthcare 
of the region. And when we went to sort of help out at Charity, we 
went to the Naval Command Center on the [naval ship] they had, two 
Jima, and we said, "Hey, we're volunteers with the Emergency 
Operation Center, the Department of Health and Hospitals." And the 
head of the military medical team for Katrina, the medical assistance, 
found out we were on board and stopped us and said, "Hey, I really 

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need to talk to you all. I haven't found anyone with the Department of 
Health and Hospitals, the Office of Public Health, and CEOs of the 
hospitals. Do you know where they are? We're meeting at Ochsner 
tomorrow with the Office of Public Health, the CDC. We're going to 
have our meetings there every day at this time. And you need to get 
people to go over there." And we sort of relayed the information. 
Again, it was a matter of getting accurate information, communicating 
person-to-person, and then relaying it back to our resources and then 
getting people involved. And soon enough we all got involved and saw 
how things were playing out ~ and talking to the head people who 
were getting involved with everything that was going on. And we also 
opened up a lot of locations on the West Bank and by the Convention 
Center, where we got the military involved to take down some doors of 
the New Orleans Health Department clinics, and we just sort of manned 
those clinics, in areas that we felt had to be served. Eventually, the 
hierarchy came into being, into people that were sort of displaced and 
didn't realize what was going on, sort of ran with what we had started 
and realized that they could reestablish what was going on. And so, for 
the month of October, instead of rejoining my residency, they allowed 
myself and a couple of my colleagues, who, we all sort of worked 
together to get a lot of these things done, they allowed us to sort of 
continue to work on some of these primary care committees we had 
started, some of these operations committee that we had gotten 

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involved with. And we worked jointly with them in order to get our 

residency reestablished back in New Orleans. 
RH: OK. Let's take a break from -- 
EG: OK. 

RH: [It's sort of m?]-- 

ENDOF AUDIO FILE 1 

M1: We're rolling. 

RH: All right. This is tape two of Katrina's Jewish Voices, with Esteban 
Gershanik. Tell me -- Now, you said too that Rita came. And what 
happened with Rita? What --? 

EG: Well, it was -- You know, a lot of the shelters that were general needs 
shelters, special needs shelters, to serve people, and medical 
conditions, who needed help, were in Lafayette, were in Lake Charles, 
were in Shreveport. There were primarily more in the southwest and 
the nearest the city that you could get to New Orleans. And so, once 
Rita was coming, three weeks later [from Katrina], some of those 
shelters had to be shut down temporarily. So we ended up going from 
Baton Rouge, at one point, and going to Lafayette, once the storm was 
sort of passing by. And you realize the magnitude of these hurricanes 
once you're driving after they're passing by. The latter end of the storm 
was going through Louisiana, at that point, and I was driving a van for 
the Office of Public Health. And we're on the highway, going 70, 80 

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miles per hour, to get there as soon as we can with the ambulances. 
And you could just feel the van move with the wind. And it was a 
pretty frightening moment for me, because here I am driving and the 
van just sort of moving on me. (laughs) 
RH: On its own. 

EG: And there's some wet conditions and -- but we had to sort of clear 

some of their shelters, send people further up north, and then reopen 
some of the locations. So there was like the Cajun Dome, I guess, the 
Hymann Center -- or Heymann Center, and in Lafayette as well, that we 
had to reestablish and make them back into shelters for medical needs, 
general and special needs. 

RH: They were starting to take in Texans. 

EG: Yeah. 

RH: Is that right? 

EG: Well-- 

RH: Because of Rita. 

EG: Yeah. Some of them would come back this way. And it's sort of funny. 
I mean, I -- or not funny but -- 1 had some friends that left to Houston 
and then were leaving to come back because it was coming towards 
Houston, were going to Baton Rouge, and then were leaving back to 
Lafayette. And they kept on moving around. They were sort of in no 
man's land. Wherever they tried to move, it seemed like some natural 
disaster was coming at them and they were told to evacuate. But with 

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Rita, you know, fortunately -- I mean, the hardest part, for Rita, from my 
standpoint was that we went to sort of reestablish this center. We 
brought what we needed. We established what was needed. Some of 
the people were already in Lafayette. They had established a shelter 
beforehand. So they were accessible and had coordinated things 
better than previously, for Katrina. And then, when I had come back 
that evening, that evening of Rita passing by and setting up the shelter, 
the Central Command office got a call saying that one of the nursing 
homes in that area needed to be evacuated. And I had just spent all 
day over there and just come back. And they sort of looked at me and I 
was like, "I'll go back there if you all need me to." And eventually, 
somehow it was worked out and somehow these people from -- I don't 
know if it was from Lafayette or Lake Charles -- were sort of evacuated 
from that region. But you just realized just the resources were dying 
down and -- And the chaotic nature of all these events always led to 
something new popping up, and another need. Whether it's, at 1 :00 in 
the afternoon or 1 :00 in the morning, there was always something that 
just sort of randomly popped up throughout the evening. 

RH: Wow! So you stayed in Lafayette for a month. Is that right? 

EG: I stayed in Baton Rouge -- 

RH: I mean Baton Rouge -- 

EG: -- in Baton Rouge -- 

RH: -- for a month. 

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EG: -- for about a month. 

RH: And was your family there at all or --? 

EG: My father eventually -- my father initially was evacuated to the Comfort 
Suites, off of College Drive in Baton Rouge. I [had] never spent much 
time in Baton Rouge. I had been to a couple of LSU football games [in 
the past]. Other than that, I hadn't spent much time there. He initially 
was sort of nervous because he assumed that maybe something 
happened to their house. So he was looking to buy a house on the 
market, possibly. We had some friends in Baton Rouge, actually that 
we met through friends of ours from the Jewish community in New 
Orleans [who] had moved to Baton Rouge. And so they provided us 
some resources. We looked into things. My brother had moved, with 
his wife and their child, to Baton Rouge. His in-laws were staying with 
them in Baton Rouge. So they rented an apartment. My dad was 
staying with my mom and I in this hotel, once my mom came back 
from Mississippi and then Florida. Because they went from Mississippi 
to Florida and then came to Baton Rouge. And they were trying to 
figure out whether they needed to buy a house or rent a house in Baton 
Rouge. Still, at that time, no one really knew what was going on in 
New Orleans. There was all these rumors of people breaking into 
houses, things not functional, not able to go back. I think people heard 
of that for the first couple of weeks. Eventually, fortunately for my dad, 
being a physician he was able to get into town a little bit easier. I also 

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sort of took a look at the house to see how things were going. And, 
you know, everyone had this doubt of whether they needed to buy 
something or not -- or move to Baton Rouge for a while. And that was 
shared amongst my family, whether we needed to move to Baton 
Rouge for a while before we could go back. Because, you know, 
possibly your house wasn't there. Possibly your job was no longer 
there. What were you to do? 

RH: So also, what about the place you lived? Because you're pretty close to 
the 17th Street Canal. 

EG: Yeah. Initially, when I was in Chicago, the angles they were showing 
on all the major networks sort of made it seem like it wasn't the 
Lakeview side of the 17th Street Canal. They made it look like more it 
was the Jefferson Parish side of the 17th Street Canal. And so at first I 
thought I was in the clear. But as soon as you got additional 
information, you started realizing that that was on my side, (laughs) I 
live in a condo that's elevated, so I was on a higher floor, thinking that I 
wouldn't have had any damage. I knew my car was going to be gone, 
because it was only six blocks away from the breach. And once I finally 
got to my car, I got to see that -- it was my first car ever, that I had just 
bought three or four years before. And these leather seats now had a 
nice little algae, greenish-grayish look to them. It was more like fur 
seats now. And the car next to it actually had a couple of fish in it. 
(laughter) So I was actually sort of upset that I didn't get any fish and 

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that the car next to me got some fish. And some things I'd left in my 
car were destroyed. And then, when I took a look at my condo, I 
actually had gotten some mold and some water from some floors 
above me, where their windows had popped. And the electrical 
system, the elevator, and the whole first floor of my building was sort 
of completely demolished. I mean, the windows and doors and panes 
were all cracked in. A lot of it was missing. The water actually came 
from the breach from the levee and it hit the other levee that's right in 
front of my condo and then put additional pressure onto the condo 
complex. So I knew it was going to take a little time. 

RH: So [a thing?] -- 1 would just say, it's kind of fascinating because it came 
from the canal towards Lake Pontchartrain, the water came, and then 
stopped at a levee that keeps like Pontchartrain in. 

EG: From falling over into Lake -- 

RH: (laughs) 

EG: Yeah. 

RH: And then came back into your condo. 

EG: Yeah. 

RH: It's amazing -- 

EG: Or to the condo complex. 

RH; -- the way the water -- the apartment, the building. 
EG: Yeah. Yeah, it gave it a little bit of an extra wave, an extra push. But 
that was all the -- and the inception of it. And later on, the security 

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guard told me how they tried to maneuver things so that the electricity 
wouldn't be completely destroyed and how the Fire Department ended 
up staying here, because it was a location -- and then people were 
embarking on their boats here so that they could tie them up to the 
second floor, so they could have a stationed location. So. 

RH: Tying it up to the second floor. 

EG: Yeah, (laughs) 

RH: Wow. 

EG: You have enough water up high to help out. 
RH: Wow. 

EG: But, I mean, fortunately for me, I mean, I was able to move back into 
my condo. I'm above water. It took a while to move back in. My 
parents' house was for the most part OK, except for a couple windows 
here and there. My brother's house was OK. They both live in uptown 
New Orleans. All I really lost was a car, that I got some money back on. 
And I was able to sort of eventually move in after some work. Not 
everything is perfect yet but compared to everyone else, I mean, my 
family and I are very fortunate. 

RH: So did you connect at all with the Jewish community in Baton Rouge or 
did your family? 

EG: Well, you know, soon after Katrina we had Rosh Hashanah and Yom 
Kippur. And we knew some people in the area. I was so busy, I 
actually didn't sleep for the first two, three nights, I guess, I was in 

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Baton Rouge. I was working nonstop. The adrenaline, I guess, sort of 
got me through the night. And then I was averaging two hours of sleep 
a night for about a month-and-a-half. And my dad will make the joke 
that, you know, here he is trying to sleep and here I walk in at 2:00 in 
the morning to use the bathroom. He could see the light come on. 
And then he would see the light come on again at 4:00 in the morning, 
so I could take a shower and leave or just wash up. And so he knew 
exactly how much time I was exactly staying in the hotel, because the 
bathroom ended being right in front of his bed, so each time the light 
went on he can see me waking him up. But we met some people from 
the New Orleans community that were transplanted to Baton Rouge 
and some people that had previously moved to Baton Rouge from New 
Orleans before the storm that we were familiar with. Some of them 
had us over for Yom Kippur, to break the fast. And it was a really warm 
welcome. The rabbi of Sinai -- 
RH: Cohn? 

EG: -- Rabbi Cohn, who's a good family friend, he actually married my 
brother and his wife. And also, his daughter was in my high school 
class. He was in charge of the ceremony for Rosh Hashanah and Yom 
Kippur. So it was fortunate to have a familiar face, you know, away 
from that normal environment that you live in and just sort of know that 
things are still cozy. You appreciate things. It's unique to have Yom 
Kippur and Rosh Hashanah soon after Katrina, realizing, you know, 

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what you appreciate in life and sort of add that religious perspective 

into the realm of what occurred. 
RH: So did it feel like kind of a suddenly some normalcy in the midst of the 

chaos you were involved in or --? 
EG: It never felt like normalcy. 
RH: Never? (laughs) 

EG: There was no sense of normalcy. The normalcy was not feeling 
normal. About a month later -- or sooner than a month later, my 
parents had already moved back to their house. 

RH: When did they move back? 

EG: Probably late September, early October -- late September. They were 
already getting started on how to get things together. They were able 
to refocus themselves. My brother had rented a place in Baton Rouge 
for a couple months. So he was out in Baton Rouge for a couple 
months. I moved in with my parents in New Orleans in order to sort of 
be back in New Orleans, do what I needed to, and feel like I could be 
sort of functional and make as much of a contribution as I could in the 
city -- and also occasionally make trips to Baton Rouge in order to see 
what I could do. At that point, I didn't have a car. I was actually 
borrowing my dad's car. And then, earlier on -- or the month of 
September, I had a friend of mine's car and also the people in the 
Command Center, the first-responders and people in charge of the 
ambulances, sort of grew a bond to me, so by the first week they gave 

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me an ambulance. So that's also how I was able to sort of get around. 
So it sort of facilitated me getting the work that I felt like I needed to get 
done done. 

RH: Mmm hmm. Mmm hmm. So how did you sustain yourself during this? 

EG: You didn't think about it. I was so focused on getting what I felt like 
needed to get done that I guess I wasn't tired, I wasn't as stressed. It 
was almost a motivating factor. There was always something to do or 
something that was left undone. And I think also the people around 
you sort of realized -- everyone was so motivated to set something 
done, they sort of helped out. I saw some of my colleagues [just 
leave]. I know some of my colleagues that were at the hospitals when 
the storm hit took off to different cities and needed time to sort of 
decompress. Some people would be going out nonstop. After the 
storm, some people were discussing how there was an increased 
incidence of people drinking more, taking on recreational activities, sort 
of a coping mechanism for them in order to sort of help out with the 
stressors that came about through Katrina. The people I worked with, 
they would often, after finishing at midnight -- would go out for a 
couple drinks, to sort of relax, take perspective on things. I eventually 
would sort of have a late night dinner with them or a drink or two, 
down the line, but I never felt like I had that need to sort of 
decompress. I was more focused on what needed to be done, and the 
need, instead of the need for myself. I felt like there was a greater need 

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or a greater duty that needed to be done, instead of having to worry 
about myself. And I think sometimes we were so preoccupied with 
getting something done, you're able to sort of forget about your own 
situation. 

RH: Right. So it occurs to me, from the last tape, from your description of 
that you almost created a new form of residency, (laughs) well, you 
know, another -- what do you call it, where you have a focus or a -- 

EG: Well, I ran into one of my staffs that I had actually gotten my Master's -- 
I had got my Master's in public health and health systems management 
and one of my staff I ran into, he runs the Daughter of Charity clinics. 
He's the CEO of it. And at all these meetings, where all the people in 
charge of, whether it was primary care clinics -- or CEOs of the 
hospitals, they're all at these major meetings that I was fortunate to go 
to due to some of my work and after seeing what I had done, we both 
discussed the notion of how it was like I had gotten a PhD in 
emergency operations. And at one point I sort of looked back at what 
was learned from 9/11, in reference to disasters, and it's some of the 
same principles, even though 9/1 1 was sort of in one central location, 
at the World Trade Center, and sort of dispersed and Katrina was sort 
of throughout. You sort of realize that the main things throughout 
chaotic or disaster, emergency situations are communication, making 
sure you collaborate with one another. And that sort of was the key, at 
points, throughout Katrina, is making sure that everyone 

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communicated with one another, and not just communicating but 
accurately communicating. And then learning how to work together in 
order to get things done. 
RH: Mmm hmm. So if you're engaged in turf, it made life a lot harder, I 
guess. 

EG: Yeah, and you started to see that later on in the process. I think, 

initially, everyone was so vulnerable, initially, that they didn't have any 
turf to work with. And, you know, eventually, as some of us were sort 
of dispersed back from our new positions and then the old positions 
were starting to come back in, you started to see the older turf war sort 
of come through. At one point there was a hope that this would make 
a -- you know, everyone thought, in New Orleans, this was a new New 
Orleans, there would be no -- you know, there was no murders in the 
area. Everyone's like, "It's a crime-free zone." All the schools that were 
bankrupt are now -- we have a clear table, clear tablet. We can start 
everything from new. And know that it was a unique experience, 
because you had such hope for what -- an appreciation of New Orleans, 
because of the culture, the people, the uniqueness of the city. And 
then you had a hope of what New Orleans could have always become, 
its potential and where it could go. And then it sort of went back to sort 
of people not wanting to let go of what they knew of their position in 
New Orleans. And it was sort of -- not to be lost in all of it was, still, a 
lot of unique collaborations were formed, unique partnerships were 

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formed with one another. But as things progressed in the recovery -- 
or let me change that. As things didn't progress in the recovery, people 
started to learn that there's less area, there's less resources. If we still 
want to be here as an entity, we have to sort of see what we can do for 
ourselves and see what we can make and go from there. I don't know if 
I'm making myself clear. Not that it was a bad thing, at times. But I 
think, at times, some people, in order to fight for their own survival, you 
just sort of -- see what they can do. And so after a while, I think, when 
everyone was collaborating and trying to get things done, people's 
hopes sort of weren't being fulfilled. And the more it continued, the 
more it continued, the more it continued, people started to realize, 
"Where are we going to go from here?" 

RH: Mmm hmm. So it seems like, if I'm understanding you, that the 

resources -- you realized that things weren't getting done. And so the 
resources were sparser. And so it kind of deflated the hope. 

EG : The resources were sparse but it was also a matter of the opportunity 
for greatness. Not that things aren't great. But there's an opportunity 
to make something that was new, was top of the line and there was a 
moment to seize the opportunity. And I think, as people saw that 
opportunity diminish, they started realizing, "We're going to have to 
make do with what we have." It's sort of we're almost two years out 
and people still have those false promises of how much money they're 
going to get from The Road Home program. After two years of people 

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using all their resources, their savings and not having nothing, there's 
only so far you can go. Someone who doesn't have any resources and 
all of a sudden loses their house, their job -- in a new city, going 
through all their savings, if they have any savings, there's not much 
more you can do. 

RH: What happened when you were --? You were talking about when the 
hierarchy started to come in. About when did that start to happen and 
when did you start to feel the programs, I guess, more in shape of what 
they had been pre-Katrina? 

EG: They never eventually got completely formed to what they were pre- 
Katrina. I think each person and each individual -- or each entity had 
their own individual issues to deal with. Certain people had their own 
unique perspectives on what they needed to do. 

RH: Did you feel territorial about some of the things you created and like, "I 
want these to continue." 

EG: Yeah. I mean, I think it's only natural for one to feel that way. 

RH: Did many of them continue? Did many of these things --? 

EG: Many of them did continue. But you also realized that there are certain 
people in certain positions that, that's their job. And just because 
they're not there at that one time, but they returned back to it -- that it's 
their duty to sort of do their work. And I was never naive to the notion 
that that was going to continue the way it was going to continue. At 
one point I even thought about just dropping my residency and trying 

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to start something anew, just because I felt so dedicated and so 
passionate about getting something done that needed to be done. 
Eventually, a lot of things did occur. A lot of people took the reins and 
sort of -- I guess they had to sort of take a quicker class as to learn what 
had happened over the first couple weeks, the experience that I'd had 
first-hand and people sort of had to get, I guess, second- or third-hand, 
and sort of catch them up with things. You're a little bit territorial but, 
at the same time, you want the ultimate thing to be done. So what I 
ended up realizing was, as long as the job was getting done, I was sort 
of happy with that. If someone else takes the reins of some of the work 
that I did or my colleagues did, I think the bottom line was, as long as 
whatever gets done is going to benefit the people -- and the people in 
need, that was ultimately what the mission was. 

RH: Mmm hmm. So what happened with Tulane and the residency 
programs in the medical school? 

EG: Each residency sort of had a different situation. The medical school 
relocated to Houston. So the medical students went to Houston. The 
residents were dispersed throughout the country. For my residency, 
we had a couple that decided to change residencies. Some people had 
unique personal situations for which they couldn't return to residency. 
Some people had their significant others that had jobs in different 
locations. Because, frankly, there weren't a lot of businesses in New 
Orleans or the region at that time. Some of them discontinued. So 

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some people would go to their hometown, knowing that they had a 
house to stay out, and finish their residency there and get credit. 
Eventually, each director was sort of creating what they could of the 
situation. Some people would leave. That was for all residencies in 
New Orleans and the region. Fortunately for Ochsner and East 
Jefferson, their hospitals were maintained and sustained throughout 
the process. So their unique residencies were continued. One of the 
calls I got after the storm was actually from one of my colleagues that 
was doing pediatrics at Ochsner, telling me, "Hey, can you help us get 
out of here?", which eventually developed. For Tulane, for LSU -- LSU, 
fortunately, had some resources in Baton Rouge. And Tulane, 
eventually, was sort of trying to figure out what you could do. I mean, 
everyone was sort of in the same situation of not knowing how things 
were going to move forward. All we could go on was what our 
superiors said was going to be the next step. And a lot of times the 
answer was, "We really don't know." Some of our training was moved 
to the Tulane lakeside location in Metairie, where we never worked 
before. And we tried to make do and make a medicine ward and a 
pediatric ward out of locations that were never medicine or pediatric 
wards. And then some of us did some work at Ochsner. Eventually, 
some of us also worked at West Jefferson, at one point. We did what 
we could. We also -- a lot of the residents went to the clinics that my 
colleagues and I created throughout the storm and sort of developed it 

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into an actual established clinic. You know, now one of the clinics 
serves the community and has seen at least, I think, 7,000 or 8,000 
people and is fully funded. So it's -- 

RH: Which one is that? 

EG: That's the Covenant House clinic. 

RH: The Covenant. 

EG: The Children's Health Fund is also seeing thousands of patients and 
giving medications, vaccinations, the whole extent. So eventually 
things slowly opened up. The hospital opened up in November of 2005 
-- November -- around that time. We slowly -- 

RH: 2005? 

EG: Yeah. 

RH: OK. 

EG: I think four or five months after the storm, the hospital reopened, not 
with the same resources, not in the same situation. We made what we 
could of what we had. We didn't have the same amount of nurses. 
And we went from there. The VA opened up, on their ninth and tenth 
floors and their parking lot, a clinic for the VA patients. And we had 
access to those resources. So we'd see some of the VA patients on the 
tenth floor of the VA building. And so, slowly, as things opened up, we 
did what we could. All the hospitals and all the clinics in town were 
full. But it was also a matter of knowing when would the evacuees 
eventually come back. Because the question was are you going to 

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open something if they're not going to come back? What's to come of 
it? From a residency standpoint, you have to do so many rotations, 
you have to see so many patients. So different program directors sort 
of guided where people would be, whether they would stay in the city 
that they were in. A part of our residency had moved to Alexandria, 
because we had done some work previously in Alexandria. Some 
people were in Biloxi. Some people were in nearby locations and in 
other cities. Part of my pediatrics program had gone to Baylor. Baylor 
accepted us with open hands. And University of Texas Houston, 
University of Texas San Antonio, some of those locations, were where 
some of the other residents were doing rotations for six months. So 
some people, while they had their mortgage here, were also paying 
rent over there, and trying to figure out where they were going to go 
and what was going to happen. So it was a fluid time. Everyone 
understood it was a fluid, transient time. We never knew what was 
going to happen next month, where we were going to work, exactly. 
Plans were always evolving and changing. And that was just the nature 
of the beast. 

RH: Oh. That's an interesting personality, to be able to deal with that 
fluidity, I think. 

EG: Yeah, and, you know, the irony of it is that residency is supposed to be 
based on a stable time in a physician's training, where they can focus 
on just learning. At times, working at Charity Hospital, University 

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Hospital at Tulane, that in itself -- or at the VA Hospital -- anyone who's 
ever worked in any of those hospitals knows that, in itself, it can be 
chaotic often. But in all of that, you put in an ever-changing moment of 
every day of your residency not knowing if you were going to see 
patients, where, what. I mean, you have to learn how to transition and 
-- and there were some people [who] had to leave. And some people 
decided to stay. And all the power to the people who decided to stay, 
because they really felt they had a mission to serve the people of the 
area. 

RH: Has your networks, the people you work with, are they around -- 

EG: Yeah. 

RH: -- now, your --? 

EG: I mean, most everyone moved back after about six, seven months. 
There was about, I'd say, 10% of people that may have had to go 
somewhere else, due to professional, personal reasons. 

RH: So your colleagues -- because it does seem like a lot of people -- a lot 
of physicians have left the city. 

EG : A lot of physicians have. I think what gets lost throughout a lot of this 
is, sort of the resident physicians, which are the physicians in training, a 
lot of them stuck around. They just had a sense of wanting to stick 
around in the area. And my father and I actually collaborated the work 
and made a party for everybody who stayed -- 

RH: Oh, wow! 

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EG: -- and raised money to sort of -- for their pursuits down the line, for 

continued medical education. And you could see that it was a relief for 
a lot of residents that they were acknowledged. A lot of times, 
residents are sort of the lower people on the totem pole. They're just 
doing all the work and then the staff members and everyone else sort 
of gives them a little checkmark and that's it. And you could see, when 
we threw this party, that a lot of people realized, "Oh, people do 
appreciate us. We really need this release." And it was good to see. I 
mean, 1,000 residents, I think, is what we have, total, around in the 
area, somewhere around there, who just appreciated, you know, 
knowing that they were appreciated -- 

RH: Wow. 

EG: -- especially when people could -- my brother was telling me, early on 
throughout the storm, that I should take advantage of the moment and 
transfer somewhere else, transfer to a more acknowledged institution. 
And some people ended up going to the Harvard's and to a different 
location. But I think the ones that stuck around here had a unique 
experience. 

RH: Mmm hmm. So let's shift gears a little bit, and tell me what it's like to 
live with your parents again, after you're (laughs) an adult. And how 
many months did you live with your parents? 

EG: Months or years? It was a year, about, that I lived with my parents -- 

RH: You lived a year? 

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EG: -- a little bit more than a year. My old high school bed, my old high 
school room. People would say, "Oh, it must be great to have people 
who will do laundry and cook for you." What they forget is that, even 
though I'm back in my high school room, in my high school bed, my life 
isn't my high school life. 

RH: (laughs) 

EG: And I think most people, during Katrina, experienced this. Your privacy 
sort of changes. Now you're with whoever you're living with. Many 
people took on their parents or their cousins or extended family in their 
homes. I think my parents sometimes forget that I'm working 80-hour 
weeks, at times. I'm not used to doing duties around the house like I 
used to. I also used to do some work with my dad. So for him it was 
just natural to ask me to do little things around the house, because I 
was there. 

RH: After your 80-hour week, (laughs) 

EG: Yeah! A son has to do his duty, I guess. 

RH: (laughs) 

EG: But again, at the same time, I mean, I was fortunate that I had a place to 
go. I think everything throughout the storm was about perspective, 
knowing what you have and what you don't have. So. 

RH: Mmm hmm. What are some of the things in the city that you think are 
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I think each area of the city has its own unique personality. One of the 
things I always like about New Orleans is that you can go five minutes 
away and the area will be completely different. You can go by the 
Audubon Park area in uptown New Orleans. It has its own little feel. 
You can go up Magazine, which has its own unique perspective. And 
next thing you know, you're in the Garden District, which has its own 
other feel. And the Lower Garden District has a different feel. Then the 
Warehouse District's completely different than the central business 
district. And then the French Quarter. And then you have the Marigny, 
the Bywater, Lower Ninth Ward, Mid-City. Each of them is so close 
together, yet has so distinct personalities. I've been fortunate to know 
most of the areas. I think sometimes people in New Orleans are very 
territorial. They're very tied to the location that they grew up in. And I 
think I've been fortunate that I've had friends in every area, that I've 
always been able to appreciate the uniqueness of each area. And I 
think preserving that, the culture of it, the food, the music. Those are 
things that -- the personalities of some of the people, the -- you know, 
when my family first moved here, people welcomed us with open 
arms. They brought us food. They introduced themselves. They were 
always there when we needed them. And they had no need to go out 
of their way to help us out. And they did, when we moved here. And 
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one of those environments where people are so open and warm about 
that. 

RH: Mmm hmm. Do you feel it's real different after the storm? Is New 
Orleans different? 

EG: It's different. But you still find its essence. There's still those areas 

where you know what New Orleans is about. You can go to a place -- 
you were asking about socializing, earlier. You can go to a place like Le 
Bon Temps Bar and go see the Soul Rebels performing. And it's a mix 
of black and white New Orleans, in a bar that has a little unique 
personality to it. You know, in other cities you'd have to pay a cover 
fee of $5, $10, $15, $20 to get in to see music, that in New Orleans you 
can just sort of walk in for free. Everybody's dressed in a relaxed 
manner and just enjoying the moment. I think, in New Orleans, people 
often enjoy the moment. They have that spirit, whether it's Jazzfest or, 
you know, Mardi Gras or the hundreds of festivals that we have around 
town, the Saints, the sporting events. There's always something going 
on around here. I also love the fact that you can sort of walk around in 
New Orleans in different parts and see the historic aspect of it. I know, 
soon after the storm, what was unique for me was I walked around 
downtown New Orleans in the French Quarter and you just start seeing 
things from the 1800s that you don't really realize that was so original 
and been there for years. You go to any other city -- most other cities 
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think that uniqueness that comes from its history is something to be 
preserved. 

RH: Mmm. Do you think racial tensions have been heightened from the 
storm, are -- 

EG: Yes and no. Being someone who -- I'm Hispanic and Jewish -- or 

Latino and Jewish, better said. I have friends from all backgrounds. I 
can hang out with friends from -- 1 could hang out and be the only guy 
in a group of black friends and it won't make a difference. I'm with 
them. I can be with my uptown friends, who are all white. I can be 
with them. Hispanic, Jewish, Vietnamese. It's always -- I think, for 
someone who's been exposed to all those groups, I've had perspective 
from all their insights. And they all talk about one another, when 
they're in their setting. After the storm was a unique moment, because, 
in a coffee shop in the Garden District, and you had students from 
Xavier and students from Tulane, Loyola, all studying at the same shop, 
you know, and students from Dillard. So, you know, all of them were 
studying in the same locations. And so it was nice to see -- at that 
point, for me, it was like, finally, these people who -- you know, 
whether people were previously living in St. Bernard, Chalmette, 
Gentilly, New Orleans East, Lakeview, places that were underwater -- 
are now sort of hanging out in the same area, so they're getting to 
know each other a little bit better. After the storm, you got to see 
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you started to see sort of -- I think, people's hopes for the city and the 
promises that things would be better, once they didn't come to what 
people -- for what people thought it was going to be, I think there was 
anger. And I think sometimes, when people get angry, they need to 
sort of see where it comes from and sort of place that anger along 
different lines. I think the racial subject is something that's always been 
sort of sensitive in this area, and then across the United States for that 
matter. And I think, for people who have not been able to sort of 
venture between all racial lines -- sort of lose track of that. You know, 
for me it was unique to see that, after the storm, the people who were 
cleaning up the Superdome and the Convention Center were all these 
immigrants and this new Mexican feel into the area. And to see people 
in the clinics I was working in that weren't getting paid, were doing all 
this work, didn't have all their hazardous equipment, were sort of 
disenfranchised, it was almost like a new slavery. Because people were 
being brought here, taken advantage of, and then sent back, not 
knowing where they were being sent back to. It brought a new racial 
element into New Orleans. You know, we're two years out and now 
we're having unique aspects of whether taco stands can be on Veterans 
Avenue. It's unique that each race has always sort of felt as though 
they haven't been at the forefront. And yet, whenever a new race sort 
of enters the picture, it sort of creates more of a -- threat, from what I've 
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wrote a great article, on the second page of The Lagniappe. It talked 
about how he found it interesting that the Sicilian, Italian immigrants 
that came into Jefferson Parish and came serving mufalettas, which 
was known as like a poor man's Italian sandwich, just to try to make 
their stake in the area and make it, are now the ones trying to push the 
taco stands and the Mexican [and Latinos out]. And then the sad thing 
is that they're not all Mexican. The majority of people here are from 
Central America. And the Honduran population in New Orleans was 
the third or fourth largest Honduran population in the world, after the 
three top cities in Honduras. So a lot of this population was already 
here. But to see it so open -- it's ironic that people whose families, in 
order to establish themselves in the area -- are now trying to move out 
those same families that are now trying to make their own mark in the 
area. 

RH: Right. Do you, yourself -- or are you seeing any ways, any movements 
to try to not duplicate some of the racial divisions? You think there's 
ways to -- 

EG: I think the one -- 

RH: -- kind of recover? 

EG: Are there ways to recover? Yes. 

RH: From racism (laughs) and whatever, I guess. 

EG: You see, I once took a sociology course that said that racism is based 
upon the hierarchical sense of race, who's on top and who's on the 

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bottom. The only way to see through racism is that if you don't judge 
people through race, if you see them first as a person, for who they are. 
And then, whatever their background is is just sort of something down 
the line. First you have to see the person as a person. And then, 
whatever race they are, whatever culture they are may encompass 
what they are as a person. I think, a lot of times, when you don't know 
who the person is you tend to see their race -- or people tend to see 
their race, because it helps generalize who they are, and tend to not see 
the person for who they are. They tend to see them as a race. That, in 
itself, is racism. It's nothing that can sort of disappear overnight. I think 
it's something that's going to take years to overcome. We talk about 
racism as something that's sort of easy to sort of talk about once and 
then it's going to be resolved. I think, in due process, things are going 
to have to change. And it's also a matter of establishing our 
infrastructure. When you have public schools that aren't functional, 
with poor teachers, an establishment that's not there, you can never 
change things. So it's a matter of the only way that race can be 
resolved is that if you fix everything on the whole -- have an open 
dialogue, have everyone talking to one another, and have more 
interaction amongst people, to where things can sort of push towards 
moving forward. Until that time, race will be talked about but I don't 
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RH: Mmm hmm. Do you think that --? Because you were here on the 

ground. Do you --? Well, actually, I guess you were here by Thursday. 
Do you think there was racism involved in, I guess, the first response 
and recovery? 

EG: Yes, in different ways. If I'm an African-American who's stuck in my 
house -- I'm going to give you a little different perspective on this, 
because it's one that's really not talked about as much. If I'm stuck in 
my house and the only person who's -- most of the people from the 
Louisiana Wildlife and Fishery are white, redneck type atmosphere, 
yelling for people to get out of their houses. That in itself can sort of 
cause a little -- not the easiest of moments, at times. 

RH: OK. 

EG: Just one of those things where you don't really -- it's clear to see black 
and white if you want to make it black and white but I think the 
complexity of racial issues go far beyond getting a simple answer. All 
you can look at is the history of race and see how that played a role as 
to what happened. 

RH: Tell me, do you have a different understanding of the local, state, 
federal government than you did before? 

EG: Yes. In what way would you like me to describe --? 

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RH: Well, has your understanding of them changed? Has your --? Maybe 
something you took for granted before, maybe that you won't take for 
granted any more. 

EG: I think everyone, from Katrina, learned that you can't depend on 

government, you can't always depend -- and wait to see if your elected 
officials are going to follow through. Sometimes the leaders have to 
come from the community itself and sometimes you have to be your 
own leader, in order to make things happen. That's sort of what I 
learned. 

RH: I want to move now to kind of another section. I don't mean to jump 

around. 
EG: Oh, no worries. 
RH: But I want to -- 

EG : I may want to take some of that racial stuff out -- 
RH: OK. 

EG: -- from what I said, just to sort of tell you. 

RH: (laughs) Actually, I think race is an incredibly complex -- and you kept 
it very complex. And it's such a complex issue. But I also feel like, for 
history, we should at least try to talk about it. (laugh) 

EG: Well, I minored in African-American studies at Emory -- 

RH: Oh. 

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RH: Oh, really? And then, as you said, history plays such a big role in how 
people perceive. 

EG: And we can't change history. We can only sort of learn from it. 
RH: Right. 

EG: And that's the only thing we can take from race right now, is sort of 

learn where things were prior and how we can move forward from this. 
Dillard University used to have -- Dillard University, which is a black 
college, founded by Jews, if I'm correct -- 

RH: Right, right. 

EG: And the Jewish community always tend to sort of see what they can 
do, at times. I mean, it's not something that I learned before. You had 
a question on there whether I learned something new about the Jewish 
community. I guess you were trying to go at did I learn that the Jewish 
community was so giving or came through, in times of need? And you 
sort of learn, throughout the years, that it's always been that way. They 
always tend to sort of look out for one another or do something in 
order for people to learn more about their Judaism. And so these 
black-Jewish relations talks at sort of conventions, that sort of now 
don't exist any more, there are open discussions about the race topic 
and why certain things work out the way they do. And it's an open 
expression -- and sort of talked about things that needed to be talked 
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RH: Mmm hmm. Right. Well, so this is where I was headed, was into the 
Jewish community. And did you draw on the Jewish community in 
any ways, over the past two years? Did you accept help from the 
Jewish community -- 

EG: (laughs) 

RH: -- the $750 of --? 

EG: No. I guess my father -- I'm a -- 1 don't want to say proud person. I 
realize that there was more people in need than I was. I felt very 
fortunate throughout all this. I knew there were a lot of resources out 
there, whether it was through the Jewish community, whether it was 
through different grants, whether it was through the medical 
community. There were a lot of resources there. I felt too appreciative 
of what I had and felt like there was probably other people in greater 
need. And for that reason, I didn't really search out -- not search out -- I 
didn't accept anything, even though people were more than willing to, 
you know, help out, from various communities. 

RH: What has being Jewish meant to you during this experience? 

EG: Try and figure all that out. 

RH: Has your Jewish identity changed any? Has your understanding of 
yourself as Jewish changed any? 

EG: I think I've always had a strong sense of what it meant to be Jewish, a 
sense of community. Having once been in Berlin at 4:00 in the 
morning, by myself, thinking that I'm by myself here and I'm waiting to 

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take the train and I don't know what could happen here and this is 
where history was, had me grow in appreciation of what it was to be 
Jewish and how the Holocaust was just 60 years ago. This experience 
just sort of reiterated what I've known for years, in the sense that we've 
always had our Jewish community around us, I think, my family, in this 
area. We've had close friends from the Jewish community who were 
always there for us. And so I don't think it's really changed my 
perspective of what it means to be Jewish. Katrina just reinforced what 
it meant to be Jewish, I think, a sense of giving, knowing that Jewish 
funds were out there for people in need, seeing -- 

RH: Have you been proud of the Jewish community? 

EG: I've been proud of all the religious communities, ironically enough. It's 
been spoken about, time and time again, how all the religious-based 
communities sort of stepped up to the plate in the midst of Katrina, 
how the Catholic community and the Jewish community, the Islamic 
community, they all sort of came with resources and services to 
provide help. And I know that we even had some Israeli physicians that 
came in town to try to help out as well. To say that it changed my 
sense of being Jewish, I can't really say it did. It just sort of reinforced 
what I already knew about my Judaism and what I know about the 
Jewish community. 

RH: Mmm hmm. Are you involved in any of the rebuilding of the Jewish 
community? 

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EG: Directly, no. I always try to make sure that -- I've tried to take part in the 
rebuilding community of New Orleans. And I've tried not to make a 
particular subjective sect or anything of that sort. I try to make it just 
sort of an overall rebuilding of New Orleans, is the way I try to 
contribute, in any manner that I can. My work schedule's already 
working 80 hours a week. It doesn't provide you with much time to 
help. But I just try to help out with the public health fairs, the clinics. I 
haven't been involved directly in any specific Jewish endeavor. There 
are some things I almost got involved in but, because I'm uncertain of 
where my future lies, I'd rather just sort of stay part in what I can and go 
from there. 

RH: Has this experience changed your understandings of God? 

EG: (laughs) No. I think we all have our own personal feelings about God, 
in whatever fashion that we encompass it in our lives. I think this may 
have reinforced different people's feelings about God or how they 
incorporate their sense of God or religion or spirituality. 

RH: Can you articulate your -- or do you mind articulating your 
understanding of God or your spirituality? 

EG: I think I've always had my own sense of morality that I've lived by. I 
think everyone has their own sense of morals, whether it's something 
they get through religion or their spirituality or God. I can't say any of 
that has really changed. It's made me appreciate certain things more. 
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God ever -- or the perspective of that ever changed. It's just each 
person, I think, goes through their own personal experience and 
realizes what's important to them, what's not. I think it's all about -- 1 
think I said before, for me, it's about perspective and what you 
appreciate and what you don't and what's important in people's lives. 
For me, that really hasn't changed, in terms of my spirituality or where I 
consider God or whether it's changed since then. 
RH: You were talking about your perspective. Have any of your priorities 
changed? 

EG: Yes, a little bit. I've always done as much as I can for others. And I 
tend to forget about myself, at times, and family and things of that 
nature. And so -- I'm going to have to -- my family's always been sort 
of a tight-grouped family. I think it comes from both intrinsically and 
also culturally from both the Latino side and the Jewish side. I think 
both communities have a strong sense of family. And I think that hasn't 
changed since then. I think, for me -- I'm forgetting where the question 
was going, again. 
RH: (laughs) Just a sense of priorities, and that changed in -- 
EG: No. It makes me stay true to what my sense of duty is and realizing 

that I also have to prioritize myself at times and not forget about myself. 
You realize how fragile life is, how many people lost family members. 
You realize how important friends and family are. And even though I 
work a whole lot and my time's limited with my friends and family, you 

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appreciate them more, I think. And you learn how to prioritize what 
you need out of life, as well, instead of -- I think sometimes, in the 
medical community, people sometimes prioritize everything else but 
themselves -- or in the philanthropic community or people who just 
tend to help them, to sort of focus more on other people than 
themselves. And at times, you realize you sometimes have to worry 
about yourself. 

RH: OK. Let's wrap up on this tape. And I have just a few more questions -- 
EG: OK. 

RH: -- to ask. Do you want to get up and move around? 

END OF AUDIO FILE 2 

Ml: Rolling. 

RH: OK. Tape three of Katrina's Jewish Voices, with Esteban -- Gershanik. 

(laughter) Excuse me. 
EG: It's not the easiest of names. 

RH: I apologize. You have been in a position to help people an awful lot. 
And so I wonder if you could tell me what's the best kind of help that 
people need? 

EG: People need comprehensive help, more than any one individual can 
probably give them. They need a network of help. The issue I think 
many physicians have in the city is that there are so many people to 
see, yet to truly treat the entirety of a patient you have to deal with 

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every aspect of it, whether it's their physical health, their mental health, 
their social health, their home situation, what resources they have. And 
sometimes it's overbearing. There's only so much help you can give, 
sometimes. And I think that's extremely hard. 
RH: Mmm. We were talking off camera, for a minute, again, about the race 
issue. And I was wondering if there was something else you wanted to 
say. 

EG: Well, I had made the brief comment about how it is hard not to, 

throughout the early parts of -- or even now, through Katrina, how it's 
hard not to really see -- you're asking whether there's an aspect of race 
to all this. And it's hard not to see race, at times, when you had -- you 
know, almost all the people we had at the airport were primarily 
African-American. Most of the people that we saw cleaning up and 
rebuilding were a lot of the Central American or Mexican -- Hispanic 
folks. And, you know, it's something that's there but, to talk about the 
complexity of it, I think, is far more expansive and would take an 
interview -- or there's no simple answer. There's an aspect of race 
there. But as I said previously, I think much of race also has its sort of 
historical aspects that maybe we can learn from but in order to put in 
detail the extent of race is sort of difficult. 

RH: Mmm hmm. OK. You said you witnessed and learned about the 

politics, bureaucracy, and just how different people react in the midst 
of chaos. What kind of things did you learn about that? 

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EG: Chaos can bring some of the best people in the world. Some of us are 
-- usually, and I think we saw it through the tsunami, through Katrina, 
9/11, you see people who are willing to help -- the bravery, the 
willingness to help. At the same time, it'll bring a few people who are 
enticed by the drama, who are more there for themselves than they are 
for the actual need. Now, that's in the minority, I think. Katrina showed 
us how giving people are, how willing people are here to help. People 
are still here, to this day, building houses, cleaning up houses, doing 
what they can for people around the community. And I think that's 
something that, as a community or as a race, we need to be very proud 
of. All humans have come down here to -- people from various 
different backgrounds and from around the world have come down 
here to help out. And that's something I think that people can be very 
proud of. At the same time, it can also bring people who like chaotic 
situations. Some people like the chaos. So with the majority good, 
you bring the minority bad. But the good usually outweighs the bad in 
situations of chaos. 

RH: You said for the most part you've taken a stand of just trying to be more 
positive. Could you kind of explain that a little bit? 

EG: Well, I think there are so many negative things in this community after 
the storm that it's easy to get yourself down. There are so many 
positive things occurring too. And I think it's easy to focus on the 
negative. I think that on TV people usually like to highlight the 

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negative. Scandals bring bigger ratings. Negative aspects of things 
bring greater ratings. It's easy to be connected to the negative. It's 
easy to spot out the negative, because it's so apparent. And you sort of 
lose sight, I think, at times, of the positive things that occur in the 
community. And sometimes the positive things go under the radar. It's 
not talked about. It's just sort of done. And I've tried to be more 
positive, because there are so many good things that are occurring. 
And you have to look at the positive, because I think it sort of helps you 
move forward. If you get yourself focused on the negative, it sort of 
brings you down. You tend to get in a rut sometimes, may not want to 
get out of it. And I think, when you focus towards the positive, look 
forward, it sort of helps you move along. 
RH : What's one of the most positive things that you see coming out of the 
storm? 

EG: I think a lot of people have come to New Orleans, both from away and 
people who have moved to New Orleans even though they're not 
originally from New Orleans. And I think people that are from New 
Orleans and love New Orleans have made the dedication to stick 
around here, even through the hard times. I think that's a very positive 
aspect of things. I think a lot of people have started to take things upon 
themselves instead of waiting on others. I think people realize that, a 
lot more, the future is in their hands, they can't trust -- not as much 
trust -- they can't depend on, whether it's the national, state, or local 

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government, at times. And they realize that, in order for some things to 
occur, they have to do it themselves. 

RH: What's one of the things you're proudest of that you've done? 

EG: I think just the establishment of some of these clinics and just sort of 
working with my colleagues to sort of create an entity that is still in 
service today and is being useful and having a service to the 
community and making an impact. I think that's one of the proudest 
things I can think about. I think I'm also proud of the fact that I've been 
able to sort of continue on and move forward and sort of not be as 
much, you know, with a focus on the task at hand, and still try to 
contribute in the community, without bogging myself down as much. 

RH: Well, is there kind of a memory of a remarkable moment in the rescue 
operations in the initial period that you were involved in, that you 
witnessed yourself or --? 

EG: I think there were probably a couple moments that I had. I think when I 
was able to triage the entire family together. I thought that was sort of 
a proud moment for me, because I had just arrived and sort of bent the 
rules a little bit in order to make sure that a family was together. 
Having one of the children that we found at the Causeway find their 
parents was sort of a proud moment, not, in a sense, for myself but just 
sort of for them, knowing that they were able to be back together. And 
then also, I think -- 1 had something in my head that just sort of 
disappeared, (laughs) There was a moment when the people in charge 

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of the Command Center sort of gave me my own ambulance. And I 
thought that was a proud moment because it sort of told me that they 
believed in me. And just sort of the trust I received from people in 
charge of every aspect of the Emergency Operations, the Office of 
Public Health, the Department of Health and Hospitals inviting me, a 
resident, a volunteer, who just happened to volunteer and make a 
difference, and inviting me into their world and access to what had 
occurred. So, I mean, that was sort of a proud moment or a glaring 
moment for me. I mean, to be on /wo Jima and talk to the medical 
director of the Army for the Katrina operations -- talking to me bluntly 
and openly about what's going on and what we need to do and trusting 
me and telling me, you know, "Hey, I need you to do this and do that. 
And we're all in this together." You know, I think it's sort of rewarding 
and it's a proud moment to know that you've done things that have 
continued and -- 1 mean, those were some moments that sort of stick 
out for me. 

RH: Mmm. What would you like to see for --? No, I have a different 

question I want to ask you. 
EG: (laughs) 

RH: Are you going to stick around New Orleans? Do you think you're going 

to be able to stay? Or --? 
EG: I don't know. I think many New Orleanians have a love-hate 

relationship with this city. There's things you love about the city at 

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times and there's things you hate about the city at times. Sometimes 
there's not that happy medium. It's one way or the other. There's a lot 
of things to appreciate about this city, the uniqueness of it, which I 
talked about earlier. But at times you realize, once you venture out of 
the city, that there's unique opportunities that are easier, that can 
advance your career a little bit easier. I think sometimes the masochist 
quality in me enjoys the way New Orleans is right now. There's also 
unique opportunities around here, where you can sort of start things 
from anew -- try to make a unique impact in an area that is needed. But 
also, it may be time for me to sort of take off for a couple years, see 
something new, and then decide whether I want to come back -- or 
whether there is something on that other side of the fence, the other 
side of that wall, that sometimes I think people in New Orleans don't 
see. I think, for many people around here, it was their first time leaving 
-- or not think. I know it was the first time for many people in New 
Orleans, who never had access to other parts of the country -- were 
able to see new things. And even though I've been able to travel 
around the country and see different things, through meetings, through 
work, and going to college in a different town, it sort of has opened my 
eyes to sort of how things are outside of New Orleans. And I don't 
know if I'm going to stay or if I'm going to go. 

Mmm hmm. Are there any new directions that you've been thinking 
about that --? 

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EG: I had a clear plan before the storm, I think, as to what I wanted to do. 
And learning about the ins and outs of government, regular 
bureaucracy, just reality, in a sense, it sort of has brought in my mind 
as to how to accomplish things and how to sort of be sincere to what I 
want to accomplish in life, how to do the service that I want to give to 
the community, and how I want to perform as a physician and onward. 
And -- I'm forgetting again what the question was exactly, (laughs) 

RH: Just new directions that -- 

EG: New directions. 

RH: -- you're kind of thinking about going. You said you had a clear plan 

before. Has that changed any? 
EG: I had ideas. 
RH: Because -- 

EG: I didn't have a fully clear plan. I had an idea as to what I wanted to do. 
But I learned that I have to experience more things and maybe take 
some things upon myself, before I complete that plan, before I go 
further. I sort of look at things a little bit more, not as much short-term 
-- but appreciate the moment that I'm in, now, a little bit more. I realize 
that I need to focus a little bit more in the moment, while still 
understanding where the short-term will lead me, down the road. 
Again, for me, I think the perspective is what I have appreciated the 
most, perspective of the things I have, the things I don't have, the 
situation I have, and the opportunities I have in the future. I know I 

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have more opportunities than, I guess, your common Joe, which 
broadens my opportunities. But we'll see where things go. It's one of 
those things where you realize wherever the road leads you is where 
you'll go. You never know what's going to pop up, what new 
opportunity, or what disaster may strike. 
RH: Well, it seems like you've learned some things about yourself, also, in 
this. 

EG: I've taken -- I'm a very s-- 

RH: Or maybe learned more about just how bureaucracies work and these 
large systems. 

EG: I was never naive to all of these aspects of things. I always understood. 

But to actually experience it, I think, puts a different twist on it. I don't 

know where you want to lead me with this. 
RH: Learned about yourself? 

EG: What did I learn about myself? Not as much learned about myself. I 
think you re-appreciate what you are [and who you are]. You start 
reexamining who you are and what you're trying to do. It's not as much 
learning about myself. I always knew who I was. It sort of puts things 
in perspective. That's all it really -- I think it does. And it sort of makes 
me, again, appreciate the moment and see where things lead. You try 
to do what you can. And as long as you accomplish what your goal 
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satisfied but appreciative of that and then try to see what else you can 
do from it. 

RH: Mmm hmm. OK. I have -- I'm just -- one more question here. Since 
you didn't have your home for a year, (laughs) what does home mean 
to you now? 

EG: Oh, another thing I realized, that I appreciate my space. For as much as 
I love my parents, living with them is something I learned I can't do any 
more, (laughter) Oh. Home is, I guess, a safety blanket, a sense of 
security. That's my sense of home, just something that, you're 
comfortable in it. I tend to be comfortable in all different realms, I 
guess, different homes -- or different people's homes. But just, a 
mentor of mine once said that, "You know, before you go to sleep you 
have those ten minutes on your bed, where it's the ten minutes where 
you can be true to yourself and know what you're about" And I think 
about those ten minutes of re-analyzing what you're about before you 
go to sleep. Some people make it their first ten minutes in the 
morning, realizing, you know, what they're about. And I think the sense 
of home, for me, is not as much the space that I'm in but the person 
that I am. And that's a sense of home for me. So that way, you can 
sort of be anywhere you want to be but you have a sense of home 
because you're comfortable with who you are and that provides you 
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RH: So I think that's a nice ending there. So tell me if there's anything you 
want to add. 

EG: I can't think -- off the top of my head, right now. I'm sort of just tired 

(laughs) -- 
RH: Yeah. 
EG: -- tired and hot. 

RH: And just to say, you've been working 12-hour shifts and you've just 

come to -- you agreed to do this -- and this -- 
EG: Well, no. It's usually 30-hour shifts -- 
RH: [Oh, it's?] 30-hour? 
EG: - so I'm just happy - 
RH: (laughs) Oh. 

EG: When we're on call we go in at 7:00 in the morning and then we leave 

the next day at 2:00 in the afternoon. 
RH: Oh, my God! Yeah. 
EG: So~ 

RH: So, yeah. I didn't want to make this too much of an endurance test. 

(laughs) Yeah. You've done a ~ 
EG: I mean, is there any --? 
RH: -great job. 

EG: I don't know what I've said or what I haven't said. 
RH: (laughs) 



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EG: I just know at times I repeated myself. And I said "um" a little bit too 
many times. And I lost train of thought a couple of times towards the 
end. 

RH: (laughs) That's OK. 

EG: I'm just hoping I said things that were more true to what I'm about. And 
sometimes there's like more elaborate answers that people look for, I 
guess, not that you're looking for answers. But I guess my brain just 
isn't working as sharp as it normally does. 

RH: (laughs) 

EG: And that's why I'm saying "ah" -- 
RH: (inaudible) at the beginning. 
EG: -- and I'm looking off into space. 

RH: You've given me a great interview and I really appreciate it, and some 
inside spin to Katrina and the recovery that no one else has given, in 75 
interviews. So. 

EG: (laughs) I just don't want -- 

RH: I really appreciate that too. 

EG: -- any negative tone on it. Like I'm trying to make sure that -- 
RH: I don't think anything was negative. 
EG: OK. Because that was the whole pers- 
RH: (laughs) 

EG: I mean, I could give you names of people and how they -- 
RH: (laughs) 

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EG: -- made a lot of money out of all this and all this other stuff but -- Like I 

said, I just -- 
RH: Yeah. 

EG: I don't think it's changed my sense of God, who I am, perspective. It 
just -- it made me reassert -- you know, we all go through times where 
we sort of lose what we're about because we're so busy or because of 
the situation or because of circumstances. And I think you take that 
step back, you catch your breath, and you start realizing what you're 
about. And as long as you stay true to who you're about and what 
you're about, it sort of comes through. I mean, I think that's all you 
really can do. Because once you have that sense of falsehood and that 
fagade of what you're about, people can see through it. 

RH: Oh, that's pr- Yeah, I think you're right. And also, if you knew who you 
were, into the storm -- there were two women who said the worst 
moment in their life wasn't their storm. They said the moments they 
grew the most was their divorces. And so (laughs) they were in place 
when the storm came. You know, they had an understanding of who 
they were, you know, because that was their moment of growth. And it 
happened, you know, two to three years earlier. So, no, they didn't 
change that much. Their understandings of God didn't change that 
much, you know. 

EG: Well, I think that's what -- I mean, I think Katrina made a sense, for a lot 
of people, about who they are. And a lot of people were leaving New 

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Orleans for the first time. And they're like, "Oh, I'm from New Orleans. 
This is part of my culture. It's not really that --" Oh, and it also opened 
their eyes as to things that they could become. 
RH: Right. 

EG: Because, you know, a lot of things are bad here but no one's ever 

known better at times. And you go off somewhere else, it's like, "Oh, 
these people really help us out." There's no crime on the streets. This 
education works this way. I mean -- 

RH: Even the kids who were advocating for toilet paper at McDonough -- 

EG: Yeah. 

RH: -- because they went to a school that had toilet paper, (laughs) 

Ml: [OK?]. [It's not?] (inaudible). 

(laughter) 

M: I'm going to turn this off. 
EG: Thank you. 

End of Interview 



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